Tuesday, December 14, 2010

The Wrath of God : Part 1 ; Genesis

I used to walk in darkness. My eyes were blind and i was lost. In the midst of my filth and sins, God sent someone to guide me back to light.

During my deliverance this year in March. The Lord revealed to me the detestable sin of idolatry. No one has ever spoken on idolatry to me before. The enlightenment came suddenly , in a split second from the lord. That I discarded my 23 years of accursed beliefs in a split second. Within days, as I pleaded and asked God for the gift of tongue, he granted me within 3 days.
A great joy beyond measures filled my soul.

Acts 2:17 "'In the last days, God says, I will pour out my Spirit on everyone. Your sons and your daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions, and your old men will dream dreams."

Days later, I was asleep at night. Suddenly I was awakened by an extremely bright light  in my room. An extreme brightness, even greater than the Sun. There was a divine force within my room, which I cant describe with words. It was something beyond my understanding. A great sense of holiness in the room. The force was so powerful and divine that I coulnt even get up from my bed. It was too powerful and holy that my flesh could not take it further and I shouted out “Lord, Lord, please stop it, I cant take it. You don’t have to perform any signs for me. I believe in you Lord” and the light vanished. I woke up the next day morning, and I can say with absolute certainty that it was not a dream.

Days later, the same thing happened again in my room at night as I was asleep. Once again , I asked the Lord to stop whatever that was happening and it ended.

 Days later, i had a dream. I was in shah alam house and all of my family members and relatives were there for some gathering. There was a prayer session. There is an altar in my house with so many statues and images. Everyone was bowing down and worshiping the statues. I got extremely angry and warned them  against idolatry. I told them that it is unbiblical and demonic just like how the Lord revealed to me. Unfortunately, not even a single person listened to me. I then started to speak in tongues in front of them, since tongues is a sign for unbelievers. Yet, it was futile. None of them listened to me and they got angry with me and asked me to leave. At that time, an elderly man ( I have no idea) walked me away from the place and we went for a walk. He asked me why I am so upset when they did not listen.. And he said, “If you are upset because they didn’t listen to you, what are you going to say about these people? Do you even think you can change them?” As he said these words, he pointed around, and there were throngs and throngs of people who claim themselves to be Christian and yet are enslaved by the detestable sin of idolatry ;Countless priests , bishops and other people from churches dressed in their official religious costumes.

1 CORINTHIANS 10:19 "WHAT AM I TRYING TO SAY? AM I SAYING THAT FOOD OFFERED TO IDOLS HAS SOME SIGNIFICANCE, OR THAT IDOLS ARE REAL GODS? NO , NOT AT ALL. I AM SAYING THAT THESE SACRIFICES ARE OFFERED TO DEMONS, NOT TO GOD..

Days later I had another dream, once again I was in my shah alam house standing before the altar. As my wrath was burning, the statues began to show demonic manifestation and came alive. I remember in particular the statue of “so called Jesus”, it became really demonic with blood oozing from its mouth. I started to pray in tongues, but the demonic forces were really strong that my voice was literally drowned.
Days later I had another dream, once again I was in my shah alam house. This time, I told my father about idolatry and told him that statues are merely empty vessels. Any evil spirit can reside in them and told him to repent and destroy them. Even I was surprised with the willingness of my father to listen to my words. As soon as he realized that the statues were demonic and was about to destroy them, the statues began to show demonic manisfestation and came alive.

Next day with the heavy burden, I called and told my parents about the dream, but they barely listened. But  I was not really that upset, since the Lord has already revealed it to me in my dream that people will not listen to my words.

Days later I had another dream, I was in shah alam house, standing near the altar. There was demonic manisfestation of the statues. And this time, there were numerous dark figures, some which appeared as tall dark cylindrical shaped figures ; the demons. They were in the house and were coming towards me. I prayed in tongues. Unlike my previous dreams, when my tongues were drowned by the demonic forces, this time I spoke loud and clearly without any fear with signs of victory on my side. However, I do not recall the outcome of the dream.

Days later , I had another dream. This time I was in my own room in sungai petani. I have always had  this image of “so called jesus” on my wall, which I had a liking for a very long time. I brought that image from home and cherished it. During my deliverance, after the Lord revealed to me on idolatry, I threw it away. In my dream I was in my room, and the image was strangely still on the wall. And it was alive and showed really strong demonic manisfestation. I struggled with all might to fight the demonic forces within it.

After few months, I no longer had dreams on this matter. However about 1 month ago, I had a persistent vision of an animal’s head. It resembled somewhat a cow/ox/bull/ram/calf. I couldn’t really identify the exact animal. It was merely the head of the animal. The vision was so persistent that I could see it every time I close my eyes 24/7 for 3 days. I just couldn’t tolerate it anymore that I asked god to take the vision away. Later it was gone. I am yet to understand the meaning behind the vision.

Recently, I had a dream. This time I was in Shah Alam. For some unknown reason, my father was preparing for an animal sacrifice ; a goat/ram. The weird thing is that, in my dream I was assisting my father to do all preparations for the ritual. I have been having a lot of obstacles in my life the previous days. In the dream, for some unknown reason I was made to believe that all my obstacles will be washed away by the animal sacrifice which was supposed to be done in the wee hours of the morning in an isolated jungle. I was just so blind in my dream that it didn’t occur to me on how unbiblical or demonic it was. As we were preparing, suddenly I received a vision in my dream. Note: A vision within a dream. In my vision, I saw myself in the forest with the goat and as I cut off the goat’s head, its blood splashed on the ground in the form of a pentagram. ( I have always known about the pentagram and satanic worship). Just like that, in the dream, I was enlightened due to the vision and I realized that by sacrificing the goat I am not clearing obstacles rather I would be opening the portal of evil. I was being deceived. I didn’t proceed with the ritual. I don’t remember the outcome of the dream.

I was facing a lot of obstacles from demonic forces but the Lord kept me safe all the way. There were days that I just felt like giving up. In the midst of my despair, at about 3 am in the morning , I searched and found a pastor’s number from internet who is part of Prayer Tower 24/7. I prayed with her on the phone and felt better and slept. Days later, she wrote me an email. After spending much time in prayers, the Lord gave her a vision about me. NOTE: She does not know anything about me or my family. She had a vision of 3 frogs entering my house through a hole in the back door. She didn’t not quite understand the meaning of the vision , so as she prayed and asked the lord for the meaning, the Lord revealed to her that the vision represents the spirit of idolatry ; ancestral curse from the Lord for partaking in idolatry. What she did not know is that, when I went back to shah alam earlier, I saw 3 frogs in my house entering through a hole in my back door. And the largest frog sits in the bathroom all the time. My parents said, no matter how they try to get rid of it, it always comes back and sits at the same place. It was rather interesting to see 3 frogs in real and 3 frogs in spiritual vision.

I spoke to the pastor on the phone about her vision. She explained that someone in my family basically mentions me in prayers to the idols apart from the fact that there is direct curse from the Lord from participating in idolatry.Minutes after ending the call, I received a sudden vision. I saw the statue of “Mother Mary” – the Indian version. Then it occurred to me that my parents went to india last year to a church which literally worships “mother mary”. I called my mum immediately  and asked her, if she offered me in prayers in india, and she said yes and went further by even writing a prayer request in my name. I fell in awe of God who has been so gracious to me and has been revealing things..For I was once blind, but now I see.

The fact that I have been fighting hard against idolatry among Christians, is not only because its unbiblical and demonic, rather because I am a victim myself and I have seen more than my mind can ever perceive. How can I then not believe when I have seen and experienced it? I share these visions and dreams to you, in the name of Jesus, that you too may find the light.

THE SECOND COMMANDMENT OF THE LORD:
“YOU MUST NOT MAKE FOR YOURSELF AN IDOL OF ANY KIND OR AN IMAGE OF ANYTHING IN HEAVENS OR ON THE EARTH OR IN THE SEA. YOU MUST  NOT BOW DOWN TO THEM OR WORSHIP THEM, FOR I, THE LORD YOUR GOD, AM A JEALOUS GOD, WHO WILL NOT TOLERATE YOUR AFFECTION FOR ANY OTHER GODS. I LAY THE SINS OF THE PARENTS UPON THEIR CHILDREN; THE ENTIRE FAMILY  IS AFFECTED – EVEN CHILDREN IN THE THIRD AND FOURTH  GENERATIONS OF THOSE WHO REJECT ME” ( EXODUS 20:4)

I Don’t expect  anyone to actually listen to what im saying, for even my own parents refuse to listen to my words. Besides, I have already seen in my dream the ignorance of the world on how god showed me that no one will listen to my warning. But I don’t speak for myself. I am speaking of what the Lord has shown me.

“God holds us accountable for avoiding a chance to witness for him” ( Ezekiel 3:18-19)
Jesus commanded all believers to witness ( Matthew 28:16-20)
God’s message will accomplish what he desires wherever it is spoken ( Isaiah 55:10-11)
God has entrusted us with the message we need to share with others ( 2 Corinthians 5:18-21)
Always be ready to tell what God has done for you (1 Peter 3:15)

YOU CAN DISMISS ME AS A LUNATIC, BUT  REMEMBER THAT THE TIME IS NEAR, HE WILL COME TO JUDGE AND THE TRUTH WILL BE KNOWN.DONT LET YOUR IGNORANCE TODAY DESTROY YOUR ETERNAL LIFE TOMORROW! MATTHEW 11:15 : "ANYONE WITH EARS TO HEAR SHOULD LISTEN AND UNDERSTAND!" AMEN

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