Tuesday, December 14, 2010

The Wrath of God : Part 13

14/12/2010



“20/11/2010 - Within 30 minutes of writing this, while lying down on bed, contemplating in sorrow, I got the answer I wanted…I WAS NOT IMAGINING ANYTHING.…THANK YOU LORD…YOU WERE THE ONLY ONE…GOD IS GOOD..GOOD IS GREAT…NOTHING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED IS A COINCIDENCE LORD..IT IS ALL PART OF YOUR PLAN.What great blessing..WHAT GREAT BLESSING TO BE PART OF THIS LORD...WHAT GREAT BLESSING TO RECEIVE THIS KNOWLEDGE LORD....There is only one question left, what do all of these mean? What are you trying to tell me Lord? God has been trying to tell me something..Deep inside my heart I knew, that the whole complicated jigsaw puzzle will be completed soon..
DANIEL 2:22 "HE REVEALS DEEP AND MYSTERIOUS THINGS , AND KNOWS WHAT LIES HIDDEN IN DARKNESS, THOUGH HE IS SURROUNDED BY LIGHT..."
 THE SCRIPTURE HAS BEEN FULFILLED..AMEN & AMEN"

What actually happened was, considering the fact that I kept on receiving visions of demons and I forced myself to believe that they were merely my imagination, I couldn’t take it anymore. Everything seemed real. Hopelessly I called someone, and she said that these were mere tricks of the enemy and told that I was free. But only I knew the torment of my soul. If there is something I have learnt from my past, is to always trust your heart. While the rest of them said that I didn’t need deliverance, even pastor themselves, I knew that I had real problems and I kept on searching for the truth. This time was even more complicated, noting the fact that they saw me manifesting and getting delivered, now I cant possibly go and tell them that I have spiritual problems. No one would believe me. It was my last straw. Out of that hopelessly, as I lay on the bed, within 30minutes of writing the previous article to vent out my emotions, It just came to me that I should put to test if those visions were real or just a figment of my own mind. I didn’t delay further, I googled the images of those demons. To prevent any bias, alternated those pictures with images of “neutral” things like plants and sceneries.

The result was astonishing and greatly satisfying. The moment I saw the pictures of the demons, I started burping uncontrollably, and they stopped the moment I saw the “neutral” pictures. It was clear to me. I was not insane. I was not imagining anything. My visions were REAL. God was clearly trying to tell me something. I was fully convicted that I was NOT delivered and I desperately needed deliverance. I called up the pastor and told him my plight. I was further taken aback when he said “ Of course it is NOT over, who ever said that? I asked you to come for follow up. The deliverance is NOT over”. I was greatly relieved to hear those words. We scheduled an appointment at the church’s office the following day for another deliverance session.

Once again, as the pastor held my hands and started praying. I went through the similar sequence like previous session; I started laughing scornfully and went into a complete manisfestation. This time was far intense than the previous session. Two of the assistants restrained me from the back. Manifestation is such an unusual phenomenon. I would be completely aware of what is happening. As much as I have control Over my body and limbs, I had NO CONTROL over my facial expressions and tongue. During manifestation, the demons would take turns to manifest themselves by making characteristic facies and will scream and speak with various pitches and voices ;ranging from hoarse male voice to female voice. VERY UNSUAL EXPERIENCE. The previous session, only Demon X manifested, but this time, God knows how many demons manifested. But God was in total control, He was so gracious that everytime I would be manifesting a particular demon, God would give me a vision showing me which demon was in control at that given time. It made things easier. I have read in the past, that demons cannot be just prayed away, but must be casted out specifically. Too many demons as in TOO MANY DEMONS were in me. Though to the eyes of others, they probably thought that only now the demons are leaving my body, but the truth is, MY DELIVERANCE STARTED SINCE MARCH AND I HAVE BEEN BURPING AND VOMITING EVER SINCE. CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW MANY I HAD INSIDE ME?

Sometimes it would be difficult to identify the exact demon inside, since they are well known for their LIES and deceits . ust the same way they deceive people into thinking that ghosts are dead people. ( Ghosts are demons pretending /taking human form ). As much as I would not want to describe in detail about my manifestations, I would just like to highlight few things. During manifestations, not only the demons have their own knowledge BUT THEY ALSO TAKE CONTROL OF MY SUBCONSCIOUS MIND. WHICH MEANS , THEY HAVE ACCESS TO ALL MY MEMORIES WHICH THEY CAN MANIPULATE AND USE AGAINST OTHERS. For me, the highlight was when the demons said “My name is LEGION, for we are MANY”. I was astonished. As the pastor and others kept on  praying using the name of Jesus, the demons re-enacted the SAME BIBLICAL EVENT. The demons said, “Son of Man, let us go, do not torture us. Your time has not come”. Other demon said “We want the soul of Judas Iscariot”. Later the other demon said “ I am SATAN, I am the Serpent of OLD”. After saying that, it started making hissing sounds. Its hard to say whether those demons where really inside OR the smaller ones are just pretending to be “BIG” to intimidate the pastor and others.

The important thing about demons, is that the kingdom of devil is NOT divided. They ARE ALL ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY, BROTHERS AND SISTERS. They have taken various forms on earth and deceiving people. GOD has clearly said in the bible “MY PEOPLE PERISH BECAUSE OF LACK OF KNOWLEDGE”. In my previous article I wrote on idolatry and mentioned that these are actually demons. I highlighted on the worship of “Mother Mary”. I said that it was unbiblical and the REAL Mary is long dead and is no longer here to hear prayers. As a matter of fact, she herself depends on the mercy of the Lord for her own salvation, what more of others. The point here is that, due to people’s lack of knowledge of GOD’S WORDS, the demons have taken advantage of this by making FALSE MARY apparations and asking people to pray, that today you find multitude of people building her statue and worshipping her.

THE SECOND COMMANDMENT OF THE LORD:

“YOU MUST NOT MAKE FOR YOURSELF AN IDOL OF ANY KIND OR AN IMAGE OF ANYTHING IN HEAVENS OR ON THE EARTH OR IN THE SEA. YOU MUST NOT BOW DOWN TO THEM OR WORSHIP THEM, FOR I, THE LORD YOUR GOD, AM A JEALOUS GOD, WHO WILL NOT TOLERATE YOUR AFFECTION FOR ANY OTHER GODS. I LAY THE SINS OF THE PARENTS UPON THEIR CHILDREN; THE ENTIRE FAMILY IS AFFECTED – EVEN CHILDREN IN THE THIRD AND FOURTH GENERATIONS OF THOSE WHO REJECT ME” ( EXODUS 20:4)

HOSEA 4:6  My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge. Because you have rejected knowledge, I also will reject you from being My priest. Since you have forgotten the law of your God, I also will forget your children.

2 Corinthians 11:12-15: "But what I am doing, I will continue to do, that I may cut off opportunity from those who desire an opportunity to be regarded just as we are in the matter about which they are boasting. For such men are false apostles, deceitful workers, disguising themselves as apostles of Christ. And no wonder, for even Satan disguises himself as an angel of light. Therefore it is not surprising if his servants also disguise themselves as servants of righteousness; whose end shall be according to their deeds.

NOW, YOU MIGHT WONDER, why did I open this topic again? It is important to know that before GOD gave me a REVELATION on idolatry and false practices this March 2010, I was one of those who would ask so called “Mother Mary” to pray for me. When I was young, I used to light up candles to the false image of Mary. I would buy flowers for her statue in the Catholic church. I used to say prayers. Clearly the FACT remains that I was worshipping A DEMON PRETENDING TO BE MARY IN THE PAST AND NOT THE REAL MARY WHO IS LONG DEAD.

DURING MY MANIFESTATION, GOD GAVE ME A VISION OF THE “FALSE MARY” AND I TOLD THE PASTOR, AND AS HE CALLED OUT HER NAME, SOMETHING REALLY SHOCKING HAPPENED. MY FACE CHANGED INTO A VERY CALM FACE, MY LIPS WERE SMILING AND MY EYELASHES WERE BLINKING LIKE A FEMALE. MY VOICE SUDDENLY CHANGED INTO A FEMALE VOICE, I STARTED SINGING “AVE MARIA”. IT WAS OFFICIAL, WITH TOTAL EVIDENCE THAT I HAVE BEEN RIGHT. GOD HAS BEEN RIGHT. IT WAS THE DEMON OF “FAKE MOTHER MARY” WHICH I HAD WRONGLY WORSHIPPED IN THE PAST. The pastors and others kept on praying, and She kept of singing “Ave Maria” until suddenly she stopped and started saying TERRIBLY VULGAR WORDS including “F*CK YOUR JESUS”. FULL OF VULGARITY. AT THAT TIME, I REALLY WISHED ALL THOSE BLIND PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO ARE WORSHIPPING THE STATUE OF “FALSE MARY” WOULD WITNESS IT WITH THEIR OWN EYES THAT THEY MAY KNOW THE TRUTH. UNFORTUNATELY, there were only about 10 of us at that time, and all of us already knew the truth.

AS I wrote in my previous article on the FALSE IMAGE OF JESUS THAT PEOPLE WORSHIP, WHICH IS IN FACT A DEMON. Since when I was young, I used to pray to this FALSE image I had developed association with this demon. This demon also manifested. It started by saying Jesus lines like “ I am the way, the truth and the light” followed by terribly vulgar words like “F*ck your jesus, F*ck your God, your JESUS is dead. We killed him”.

SINCE DEMONS ARE REALLY CUNNING DECEITFUL CREATURES, AT ONE POINT, IT EVEN PRETENDED TO BE GOD AND STARTED  GIVING PROPHECY. It said things like “Behold, I am the Alpha & the Omega..I am your God etc etc”. But the pastor knew very well that it was the spirit of deception and continued praying.

Ephesians 6:10-13 NIV Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.

1 Peter 5:8-10 NIV Be self-controlled and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. Resist him, standing firm in the faith, because you know that your brothers throughout the world are undergoing the same kind of sufferings.

Prayers went on for 4 hours, various other demons manifested, which I shall not describe further. Towards the end, I vomited and it was whitish froth with blood tinge. It was really foamy ( like the soap bubbles in the bath tub) and foul smelling. It was end of that session for the day. I was EXTREMELY exhausted.

ALL VISIONS AND DREAMS I RECEIVED FROM THE LORD SINCE MARCH HAVE BEEN FULFILLED; from the vision about demon X, TO RECURRENT DREAMS ON IDOLATRY AND DEMONS WHICH INHABIT THOSE STATUES.

(Joel 2:28-32 NKJV) "And it shall come to pass afterward That I will pour out My Spirit on all flesh; Your sons and your daughters shall PROPHESY , Your old men shall dream DREAMS , Your young men shall see VISIONS. {29} And also on My menservants and on My maidservants I will pour out My Spirit in those days. {30} "And I will show wonders in the heavens and in the earth: Blood and fire and pillars of smoke. {31} The sun shall be turned into darkness, And the moon into blood, Before the coming of the great and awesome day of the LORD. {32} And it shall come to pass That whoever calls on the name of the LORD Shall be saved. For in Mount Zion and in Jerusalem there shall be deliverance, As the LORD has said, Among the remnant whom the LORD calls.

DANIEL 2:22 "HE REVEALS DEEP AND MYSTERIOUS THINGS , AND KNOWS WHAT LIES HIDDEN IN DARKNESS, THOUGH HE IS SURROUNDED BY LIGHT..."

I had 2 other similar sessions like this after that. SO MANY PEOPLE WERE INVOLVED. THEY ARE LIVING WITNESSES WHO CAN TESTIFY THAT EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE SPOKEN THUS FAR IS THE TRUTH AND NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH. In between my manifestations, I would be telling them, “I WISH THE REST OF THE WORLD WAS HERE TO WITNESS THE TRUTH, SO THAT THEY MAY SEE WITH THEIR OWN EYES AND BELIEVE”.

On the last day of prayer, it was in the church with congregation. My deliverance happened in the presence of the congregation. EVERYONE stayed back and prayed. It was an unusual experience for everyone. It’s not everyday one gets to see deliverance. It really opens the eyes of those witnessing to the truth. I kept on manifesting. NOTE: Considering the fact that my deliverance began since March and I already had 3 MAJOR sessions before, there were only few more demons remaining. With each deliverance, many were casted out. Many pastors were involved. The pastor who first made me manifest was away, so someone else took over. The new pastor experienced spiritual attacks at night for interfering in the demons path.

Time was passing by, the congregation and the pastor were praying, but the demons were reluctant to leave. They kept on saying “We will NOT leave this body”. The soul of Adrian Mark belongs to us”. The new pastor seemed to be getting exhausted. He was at his wits end. My hope and faith were failing miserably. I couldn’t go on anymore. In despair, the pastor knelt down and started to pray to God, saying that he doesn’t know what else to do anymore, and asked GOD to take over.

At that time , I knelt down as well. In the midst of my despair, and probably with the last drop of hope, I cried out to GOD one last time. ( NOTE: PREVIOUSLY, I WOULD BE IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO PRAY DURING MY MANIFESTATIONS, THE DEMONS WOULD NOT PERMIT MY TONGUE. EG. When I want to say “This body belongs to Jesus”, THEY will twist it and say “This body DOES NOT belong to Jesus”. )

AS I WAS ON MY KNEES WITH GREAT DESPAIR, SOMETHING HAPPENED. OUT OF NOWHERE, THERE CAME SUDDEN GUSH OF HOPE AND FAITH. GREAT STRENGTH FROM THE LORD FILLED ME. I TOOK FULL CONTROL OF MY BODY AND TONGUE AND I STARTED PRAYING WITH GREAT DEVOTION. I EXCLAIMED “ I REBUKE YOU SATAN, GET OUT OF MY BODY, THIS BODY BELONGS TO CHRIST. I DESCEND DOWN THE FIERY WRATH OF GOD UPON YOU NOW”. As I said that, I fell unto the ground, almost like a convulsion and started screaming and shouting “IT BURNS. IT BURNS..HAVE MERCY ON US SON OF GOD. LET US GO. HAVE MERCY ON US , SON OF GOD”. Moments when it ceases,  I would go on my knees again and pray into the heavens and Ask God to POUR OUT HIS WRATH AND EXECUTE HIS JUDGEMENT. EACH AND EVERY TIME I PRAYED, I WOULD FALL BACK ONTO THE GROUND, SHRIEKING AND SCREAMING “IT BURNS. IT BURNS”. GOD TOOK OVER MY HANDS AND STARTED SLAPPING MY FACE AND PUNCHING MY BODY EVERYWHERE, AS IF HE IS TRYING TO EXPEL SOMETHING OUT OF MY  BODY. I WAS JUST SPEECHLESS, I AM JUST A SINNER AND GOD WHO IS IN HEAVEN, HEARD MY CRIES AND CAME TO RESCUE. WHO AM I THAT I SHOULD MATTER SO MUCH TO YOU LORD? I CANNOT ACCEPT THE FACT THAT EVERY TIME I SAID “ I POUR THE FIERY WRATH OF GOD”, GOD IN HEAVEN WOULD ACTUALLY DO THAT AND THE DEMONS WILL BE BURNING AND SHRIEKING. AND THE DEMONS COULD SEE THE PRESENCE OF GOD , THAT THEY KEPT ON SAYING “ SON OF GOD, HAVE MERCY ON US AND LET US GO”. WHO AM I, THAT YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO MY CRIES LORD? WHAT IS MY WORTH , THAT GOD IN HEAVEN ACTUALLY CARES AND WATCHES OVER ME AND KNOWS WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME? WHAT GREAT MANNER OF LOVE?

2 Samuel 22:7-20 NIV In my distress I called to the LORD; I called out to my God. From his temple he heard my voice; my cry came to his ears. "The earth trembled and quaked, the foundations of the heavens shook; they trembled because he was angry. Smoke rose from his nostrils; consuming fire came from his mouth, burning coals blazed out of it. He parted the heavens and came down; dark clouds were under his feet. He mounted the cherubim and flew; he soared on the wings of the wind. He made darkness his canopy around him-- the dark rain clouds of the sky. Out of the brightness of his presence bolts of lightning blazed forth. The LORD thundered from heaven; the voice of the Most High resounded. He shot arrows and scattered [the enemies], bolts of lightning and routed them. The valleys of the sea were exposed and the foundations of the earth laid bare at the rebuke of the LORD, at the blast of breath from his nostrils. "He reached down from on high and took hold of me; he drew me out of deep waters. He rescued me from my powerful enemy, from my foes, who were too strong for me. They confronted me in the day of my disaster, but the LORD was my support. He brought me out into a spacious place; he rescued me because he delighted in me.

The pastor who was guided by spirit of God, kept on counting how many demons left inside me. Every time I descend the WRATH OF GOD, he would say, 3 more, then 2 more and finally the last one. There was another pastor who has been praying for me everyday. During her prayers the previous day, the LORD told her that Adrian will BE DELIVERED today. She came to church that day with the confidence that my deliverance would end today and even woke up early in the morning to cook lunch for me in advance, for she knew THAT THE LORD HAS SPOKEN.I AM NOW DELIVERED, AND WAS DELIVERED BY THE ONE AND ONLY DELIVERER ; JESUS. AMEN & AMEN.

I KNOW THAT SINCE THE DAY I STARTED WRITING ABOUT MY EXPERIENCES AND TELLING OTHERS, MANY WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THAT IM INSANE, HALLUCINATING AND DELUSIONAL. MY OWN RELATIVES WHO COME FROM HARDCORE CATHOLIC BACKGROUND THINK THAT SOMETHING IS SERIOUSLY WRONG WITH ME SINCE I LEFT CATHOLICISM SINCE MARCH. BUT I AM NOT SHOCKED OR SURPRISED EVEN A LITTLE, FOR GOD HAS ALREADY SHOWN ME WHAT WOULD COME TO PASS IN MY DREAM. HE CLEARLY SHOWED ME THE DISBELIEF OF PEOPLE AND MY RELATIVES.I HAVE ALREADY FORESEEN THIS. ( Further description of the dreams and visions are in previous articles).

BUT I DO NOT FEAR ANYTHING, FOR I HAVE BEEN SPEAKING THE TRUTH AND ONLY TRUTH SINCE THE BEGINNING. AND NOW I HAVE EVEN MORE STRENGTH AND COURAGE IN ME TO GO AGAINST ALL ODDS, FOR I KNOW THAT GOD'S HAND IS UPON ME. AMEN

"DO NOT BE AFRAID, BUT SPEAK, AND DO NOT KEEP SILENT; FOR I AM WITH YOU AND NO ONE WILL ATTACK YOU TO HURT YOU" = ACTS 18:9-10

Philippians 2:9-11 NIV Therefore God exalted him to the highest place and gave him the name that is above every name, that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.

(Ezekiel 36:25-28 NKJV) "Then I will sprinkle clean water on you, and you shall be clean; I will cleanse you from all your filthiness and from all your idols. {26} "I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit within you; I will take the heart of stone out of your flesh and give you a heart of flesh. {27} "I will put My Spirit within you and cause you to walk in My statutes, and you will keep My judgments and do them. {28} "Then you shall dwell in the land that I gave to your fathers; you shall be My people, and I will be your God.

Matthew 17 NIV 18Jesus rebuked the demon, and it came out of the boy, and he was healed from that moment.

Mark 9 NIV 25When Jesus saw that a crowd was running to the scene, he rebuked the evil spirit. "You deaf and mute spirit," he said, "I command you, come out of him and never enter him again."

Luke 4 NIV 41Moreover, demons came out of many people, shouting, "You are the Son of God!" But he rebuked them and would not allow them to speak, because they knew he was the Christ.

 Luke 9 NIV 42Even while the boy was coming, the demon threw him to the ground in a convulsion. But Jesus rebuked the evil spirit, healed the boy and gave him back to his father.

Psalm 97:10 NIV Let those who love the LORD hate evil, for he guards the lives of his faithful ones and delivers them from the hand of the wicked.

Psalm 138:7 NIV Though I walk in the midst of trouble, you preserve my life; you stretch out your hand against the anger of my foes, with your right hand you save me.

Psalm 140:7 NIV O GOD the Lord, the strength of my salvation, You have covered my head in the day of battle.

Isaiah 41:10 NIV So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

2 Thessalonians 1:5-7 NIV All this is evidence that God's judgment is right, and as a result you will be counted worthy of the kingdom of God, for which you are suffering. God is just: He will pay back trouble to those who trouble you and give relief to you who are troubled, and to us as well. This will happen when the Lord Jesus is revealed from heaven in blazing fire with his powerful angels.

2 Thessalonians 3:3 NIV But the Lord is faithful, and he will strengthen and protect you from the evil one.

1 John 4:4 NIV You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world.

Revelation 20:9-10 NIV They marched across the breadth of the earth and surrounded the camp of God's people, the city he loves. But fire came down from heaven and devoured them. And the devil, who deceived them, was thrown into the lake of burning sulfur, where the beast and the false prophet had been thrown. They will be tormented day and night for ever and ever.

1 JOHN 4:6
“BUT WE BELONG TO GOD, AND THOSE WHO NOW GOD LISTEN TO US. IF THEY DO NOT BELONG TO GOD, THEY DO NOT LISTEN TO US. THAT IS HOW WE KNOW IF SOMEONE HAS THE SPIRIT OF TRUTH OR THE SPIRIT OF DECEPTION”


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