Tuesday, December 14, 2010

The Wrath of God : Part 3

There were too many things that happened in a very short span of time, that I am still trying to understand myself. In my previous testimonies, i have highlighted that major events and messages. The following are just the refining details. Often it feels so unreal like a dream, though deep inside my heart I know that everything was true. How it started? There I lived my life for 23 years, just like any other person. I was such a great sinner . We all know ourselves better . We alone know our deepest darkest secrets. The lord is always watching. Even when I was young there were strings of abnormal things that happened.

I recall since  the day I can remember, I used to have recurrent nightmares. THE SAME NIGHTMARE EACH AND EVERYDAY. There will be a group of people visiting me every night. The head of the clan was an elderly man wearing an orange robe. I remember very vividly. And I would be tormented by this clown. I know all of us had our own scary things when we were young, but this was different. The SAME clown would come every night to scare me. He was one of the followers of the elderly man. The weird thing is that, I recall VERY CLEARLY THAT AT TIMES, I WOULD BE AWAKE AND YET I SEE THEM IN MY ROOM. I WAS NOT IMAGINING. SEEMED REALLY REAL. I had the same dream everyday until one fine day, in my dream, I finally confronted the clown without any fear. That was the last day I had that dream.This probably happened way before I was even 10 years.

Like I have mentioned, there are many statues in my house, but the is one very prominent statue of “so called jesus”. I always had some affinity towards it. My mother said her friend gave her that statue years ago. Apparently , this friend was a nonbeliever, who kept the statue in  a box. One night, as she was asleep, she had a dream that the statue asked her to light up candles for it. She passed the statue to my mother. That is house the statue was in my house. One day ,probably when I was in my secondary to me. It asked me to say 3 prayers to it every night  at 12am. At time, when I still did not know the truth, also listeneed to the demonic statue and said prayers. It never even occurred to me that 12 am was such an odd hour to say a prayer.Fortunately, due to my laziness I  was unable to pray to the statue everyday.

Years later, the altar in my house got on fire by ITSELF. MY MOTHER WAS THE WITNESS. IT was almost a mystery how it got on fire . A week later my dad was involved in a tragic robbery which pretty much ended his career. My mother actually interpreted the incident of the altar being on fire as an omen that lead to the robbery. Such great unbiblical superstitions. The altar has an image of “so called mother mary” which has been there is the house for many years. That too has its own story. Apparently , years ago, when they removed that image and kept it in the storeroom, there was a massive flood the following week.

DO YOU SEE HOW THE DEMON PLAYS TRICKS ON YOUR MIND? IT PERFORMS CHEAP MIRACLES AND CONFUSES YOUR MINDS WITH SUPERSTITIONS SO THAT YOU WILL FALL INTO THE ACCURSED SIN OF IDOLATRY.

As a matter of fact, after my deliverance, when I told my parents to remove them from the house, my dad spoke of the flood and its association. Can you see how deeply it has poisoned their minds?It even  tried to corrupt me.

When I was in my 1st year of mbbs, strange things started happening in my room. I am a person who does not feel scared easily. I usually stay alone during holidays. But that particular day  was very different. I had sudden intense fear which I could not explain. I FELT LIKE SOMEONE IS WATCHING ME. SOMEONE WAS STANDING BEHIND ME. EVERYTIME I TURN IT GOES TO THE OTHER SIDE. WHICH MEANS WHEN I TURN LEFT, IT GOES TO MY RIGHT, WHEN I TURN BACK IT GOES TO MY FRONT. I COULDN’T SEE ANYTHING BUT I COULD FEEL SOMETHING. I CANT DESCRIBE IN WORDS. SOMETHING WAS FOLLOWING ME IN THE HOUSE. I EVEN REMEMBER IT WAS FOLLOWING ME AS I WENT TO THE BATHROOM DOWNSTAIRS. I JUST TOLD MYSELF IM IMAGINING THINGS. The THINGS GOT MORE AND MORE WEIRD. I FELT LIKE I WAS in the movie “exorcism of Emily rose”. I remember one day, I was sleeping on the floor, and suddenly something came and was crushing my limbs, bending my lower limbs. I was awake when it was happening, I couldn’t  understand it at all. Following day I had a dream, I was in the same house, and there was a demon sitting at the sofa charging towards me. That month was horrible. I used to lean against the wall the whole night because I didn’t want anything to be standing behind me. Too many abnormal things that cant be explained.

I had similar experience again the following year. Today I finally know the truth. I was tormented by Demon X. Something which was sent by the man who added something in my food. I am using the pseudonym Demon X for some reasons. Trust me, Demon X is TRULY TERRIFYING. ONE OF THE WORSTS.

Early this year, I was the one of the many lost souls. ALL OF US ARE LIVING IN GREAT FILTH, except that we are having a BLOCKED NOSE, THAT WE ARE UNABLE TO SMELL THE FILTH. It all started one evening when the God sent person came to my house. Somehow or rather the conversation went to my previous spiritual encounters and unsolved mysteries. This person so adamantly claimed that I was dealing with demons, which I felt was ridiculous. I got extremely irritated and angry. However this person was very persistent. So I said fine, and he laid his hand upon me and prayed. Nothing really happened at that moment.

Later that evening, I started feeling really weird. I started behaving odd. And I started feeling fear for reasons I cant explain. This is how it works, all of us carry demons, but we are all having nose block, so we cant smell the fitlh. The demons on the other hand, tend to remain really silent, contrary to popular belief. The reason being, it is its goal to destroy you silently. If it is going to manifest itself, one might notice it and  it might get casted out. Hence in bible, there is mention of dumb spirits. Spirits who do not or say anything. If you noticed, every time you do something against god / sin , you are opening a portal for a demon to enter. It enters and stays in your body. Until you confess that SPECIFIC SIN, IT WILL REMAIN IN YOUR BODY. AS A MATTER OF FACT, DESPITE I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH THESE THINGS FOR 6 MONTHS NOW, YESTERDAY, I WENT ON MY KNEES AND PRAYED. I TOLD GOD THAT IM SORRY FOR MY SINS AND I CAST OUT ANY REMAINING DEMONS WITHIN ME. I TRIED TO PUT A BLANKET PRAYER LIKE THAT. Later I asked god, if there is ANY SPEIFIC SIN YOU WOULD LIKE ME TO CONFESS AND CAST THE DEMONS, PLEASE SEND THE HOLY SPIRIT TO REMIND ME. THAT VERY SECOND, AS I CLOSED MY EYES, I SAW A SERIES OF EVENTS, IT WAS LIKE A POWER POINT PRESENTATION WITHIN MY BRAIN SHOWING ALL THE SINS THAT WERE NOT CONFESSED, DATING YEARS AGO. AS I CONFESSED THEM, I WAS SITTING AND PRAYING, SUDDENLY THERE WAS AN URGE TO VOMIT. I RAN TO THE BATHROOM AND VOMITED BUT THERE WAS NO VOMITUS AT ALL. THIS IS A TYPICAL FORM OF DELIVERANCE, OTHER THAN BURPING , TEARS, YAWNING ETC.

MY SUBSEQUENT TESTIMONIES WILL BE ON OTHER DETAILS AND THE NEW THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED. THERE WERE NUMEROUS OTHER  THINGS THAT HAPPENED, BUT AS OF THIS MOMENT, I FEEL THEY ARE EXTREMELY PERSONAL, AND IT IS BETTER LEFT BETWEEN ME AND GOD.THE DEMONIC OPPRESSIONS WENT TO AN EXTREME LEVEL. I AM NOT READY TO SHARE SUCH THINGS NOR DO I WANT TO THINK ABOUT THEM.

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