17/11/2010
THE GRAND FINALE OF 23 YEARS OF TORMENT AND WRETCHED LIFE. THE day finally came for the divine intervention of God. On the eve ( 16/11/2010) , while I was still functional , towards the night, It happened again, I became very silent, extremely irritable like the previous days. It knew its end has come. Trying its last few stunts. The person who has been appointed by God, who has been there since day 1, praying for me unceasingly, had arranged the meeting with the pastor. Note that all previous attempts to meet the pastor for deliverance had been prevented by various obstacles. Eg. The pastor will be away or something would come up. MULTIPLE OCCASIONS. But we both knew, that this was the final chance. I could not go even another day further. No matter what, WE WILL MEET THE PASTOR AND PUT AND END TO THIS. That morning I woke up late. As I drove to the place, OF ALL THE DAYS, THE ONE WAY ROAD WAS BLOCKED BY A TENT. OF ALL THE DAYS, I TOOK THE WRONG TURNING TWICE. The other person woke up with a swollen hand. OUT OF NOWHERE, the pastor called and said that he had to meet someone else in the hospital urgently. Everything was expected. Purely spiritual. BUT GOD WAS ON OUR SIDE THIS TIME, NO EVIL CAN EVER COME ACROSS HIS WILL. WE reached to the place and met the pastor. Just at the waiting area, there was a large poster which read “EXPECT GREAT THINGS FROM GOD AND ATTEMPT GREAT THINGS FOR GOD”. I didn’t know what to expect. Previously I have met other pastors who never took me seriously and few of them even said I don’t have any demons in me and the other said I don’t need deliverance. BUT I KNEW THAT I HAD SERIOUS PROBLEMS. The ONLY PERSON WHO KEPT ON INSISTING THAT I NEED DELIVERANCE WAS THE PERSON WHO WAS PRAYING FOR ME AND ARRANGED THE MEETING ( THE GOD APPOINTED PERSON ).
Whatever I have ever written or told others are merely less than 5% of what I have gone through. Some of the things are just too much to handle that even I refused to think about it. So I was talking to the pastor alone, I asked others to leave. For the first time in my life, I spoke about the other things. Even then it was too much to bear, that I told the pastor vaguely, to him the gist of it. At the end of the day, only 2 person will ever know the entire detail of what I went through : ME & GOD. And it will remain so forever..according to the Will of GOD.
After a long lengthy conversation, we continued with a prayer session, which had 2 parts to it. The first part of it was a session of confessing all the wrongdoings and sins to God. THE MOST FUNDAMENTAL THING ONE HAS TO REMEMBER, IS THAT IT IS NOT THE PASTOR WHO DOES THE DELIVERANCE. BUT IT IS GOD, BY THE POWER OF HOLY SPIRIT , IN THE NAME OF JESUS WHO DOES THE DELIVERANCE. The individuals involved are merely the channels of peace of God. All Glory and honor belongs to God and God alone. THIS IS NOT SOME EXORCISM BY MEDIUMS. THIS IS A DIVINE MOMENT, WHEN GOD IN HEAVEN, WHO HAS SEEN THE LONG SUFFERING OF HIS SON, CAME TO RESCUE HIM FROM THE GRIP OF DARKNESS. ALL MY LIFE I HAVE REFUSED TO MEDDLE WITH ANY MEDIUMS AND WAITED EVER PATIENTLY FOR THIS MOMENT, BECAUSE I KNEW THAT I WAS WITH THE TRUE LIVING GOD AND HE WILL DELIEVER ME, FOR THERE IS NO OTHER NAME GREATER THAN HIS. WHILE OTHER PEOPLE LIVE BY FAITH, HOW CAN I POSSIBLY NOT BELIEVE IN THE GOD WHO CAME DOWN TO SEE SUCH A GREAT SINNER LIKE ME TWICE AND WHO HAS SHOWERED SUCH GREAT GOODNESS ON AN UNDESERVING PERSON LIKE ME?
ONE THING I NEED TO SAY IS THAT, DESPITE THE FACT THAT I BEGGED FOR TIME FOR MY GOD TO PROVE HIS GREATNESS THIS WEDNESDAY, CONSIDERING PEOPLE WERE ALREADY MOCKING HIM AND THERE WERE OBJECTS FROM THE MEDIUMS WAITING FOR ME TO USE. Like I have said before, I don’t doubt God’s ability, but I was worried about his timing. Which meant, even if nothing ever happened on Wednesday, THAT DOES NOT MEAN WHATEVER GOODNESS GOD HAS DONE FOR ME IN MY LIFE, AND EVERYTHING I HAVE GONE THROUGH ARE FALSE. In my last phone call before I went to meet the pastor, someone ( who was clearly concerned about me ) said, “Adrian, you must assure me that if whatever you are going for today does not work, you must use the object the medium has made for you”. I didn’t reply the person anything. The TRUTH IS, I WAS WILLING TO SUFFER AND DIE FOR MY GOD. Imagine, a great sinner like me, who has only brought disappointment and sorrows to god, and yet he has been so gracious and done only good things in my life. I didn’t even feel upset that my life was brought to ruin by enemy, but what really broke my heart was the fact that I was breaking the heart of God who has been so good to me. People mock and say, why is then your god not capable of saving you and has let you suffer? What they FAILED TO KNOW IS THAT THE VERY FACT THAT I AM STILL ALIVE, WAS BECAUSE OF GOD.
Now , after the first part of the prayer session ( confession of all sins ) was over. We went into the second part, in which the pastor started praying. Suddenly, I started laughing. LAUGHING UNCONTROLLABLY. IT WASN’T ME. PASTOR WAS PRAYING AND KEPT ON SAYING “BLOOD OF CHIRST”
.THE ONE AND ONLY WEAPON IN THE DELIVERANCE WERE 3 WORDS “BLOOD OF CHRIST”. WHATEVER WAS IN ME TOOK OVER MY BODY AND STARTED MANIFESTING. I WAS AWARE OF WHAT WAS HAPPENING, BUT HAD NO CONTROL OVER MY BODY OR ACTIONS. “IT” WAS LAUGHING AND LAUGHING AND MOCKING GOD. THE LAUGHTER WAS SO LOUD THAT THE SOUND PENETRATED BEYOND THE DOORS. AFTER A LENGTHY DURATION OF INSULTING LAUGHTER, IT STARTED SCREAMING. MORE LIKE WAILING.SCREAMING WAS EXTREMELY LOUD AND INTENSE. WENT UP TO A PITCH WHICH WAS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO EMULATE ON NORMAL DAYS. I WHO WAS AWARE, FELT EXTREMELY EXHAUSTED AND I KNEW THAT I COULDN’T SCREAM ANYMORE AND WAS HOPING IT WOULD STOP, BUT IT KEPT ON SCREAMING AND SCREAMING. IT GOT VIOLENT, THERE WERE TWO OTHER PERSON WHO RESTRAINED ME FROM THE BACK. IM NOT SURE HOW MANY DEMONS I HAD IN ME, BUT THE “LARGEST OF ALL” MANIFESTED. MOMENT OF TRUTH = DEMON X. DEMON X WAS INSIDE ME. IT MADE THE CLASSICAL FACE THAT CHARACTERIZES ITS APPERANCE. STARTED SCREAMING AND SHOUTING. WAS SO RELUCTANT TO LEAVE ME.
ALTHOUGH I WATCHED MY BODY BEING USED BY THE DEMON, I WAS THE HAPPIEST PERSON ON EARTH WHEN IT STARTED TO MANIFEST. IT WAS THE ULTIMATE MOMENT THAT PROVED I WAS NOT INSANE, AND I WAS SPEAKING THE TRUTH FROM THE BEGINNING. EVERY BIT OF IT. IT ALSO PROVED THAT ALL THE MEDIUMS CONSULTED BY OTHERS PERTAINING TO ME WERE WRONG. ALL DARK ARTS AND MEDIUMS ARE DEEPLY RELATED. THAT EXPLAINS WHY THEY COULD ONLY DESCRIBE IN GREAT DETAILSEM ABOUT THE ABNORMAL THINGS I WENT THROUGH BUT THEY WERE ABSOLUTELY CLUELESS ABOUT GOD RELATED PHENOMENA THAT HAPPENED IN MY LIFE ( eg. Bright light, tongues etc ). AND ALL OF THEM SAID THAT IT WAS SOME SOUL OF A DEAD PERSON . BUT I FIRMLY BELIEVED , THAT GHOSTS ARE DEMONS PRETENDING TO BE HUMAN SOULS. TRUE ENOUGH, IT WAS NOT SOME DEAD PERSON SOUL TORMENTING ME, THEY WERE ALL DEMONS. IT WOULD HAVE BEEN GREAT ENLIGHTENMENT FOR A PERSON TO WITNESS WHAT HAPPENING.FOR THERE ARE THINGS IN LIFE THAT IS DIFFICULT FOR ONE TO UNDERSTAND OR BELIEVE UNTIL HE/SHE WITNESSES IT WITH OWN EYES.
THE TRUTH MUST ALWAYS PREVAIL NO MATTER WHAT. AND THERE IS ONLY ONE TRUTH. THERE IS ONLY ONE NAME ABOVE ALL. THE NAME EVERY KNEE SHOULD BEND, EVERY DEMON WILL FLEE..AND THAT NAME IS JESUS. DEMON X IS NOT EVEN A MATCH FOR THE GOD WHO WAS WITH ME. IT WAS AN EASY PIECE OF CAKE. THERE CAME MY GOD LIKE A MIGHTY WARRIOR AND SAVED HIS SON. THE ENEMY WAS DEFEATED. MY ONLY REGRET WAS I DIDN’T TAKE A RECORDING OF THE ENTIRE THING. IT WAS ALL OVER..TRUTH HAS PREVAILED…YOU HAVE MADE EVERY TORMENT THAT I WENT THROUGH WORTHWHILE…AS I LEFT THE BUILDING, I SAW THE POSTER ONCE AGAIN “EXPECT GREAT THINGS FROM GOD, AND ATTEMPT GREAT THINGS FOR GOD”…AND I THOUGHT TO MYSELF, “LORD, YOU HAVE DONE FAR BEYOND THAN I EXPECTED”..THANK YOU, JESUS..
A NEW BEGINNING AWAITS…. AMEN.
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