The following are the details of events that occurred during my deliverance from March.
The God-sent person stayed in my house and prayed with me everyday. Each day I would burp continuously for hours and hours that I was unable to study or do anything. I would feel extremely weak, every bit of my energy drained. I would like down on the floor like a dead person. I would do weird faces, like pouting of the lips during prayers, for reasons I don’t know. There will be voices in my head, whispering blasphemies against God.
BUT GOD WAS SO GRACIOUS, at that time I was travelling daily to ALOR STAR. I would be COMPLETELY ASYMPTOMATIC IN THE MORNING DURING CLASSES. I WOULD APPEAR EXTREMELY NORMAL. IT IS ONLY WHEN I REACH HOME, I START DELIVERANCE WITH BURPING. Some days I would be burping from the evening until next day morning. Occasionally I would feel scared for unknown reason that I would go and sleep in the hall. During these days, I had countless visions of various demons and especially Demon X. I just thought I was being paranoid and imagining things. Today I understand, that god was showing what was happening.
As ridiculous as this might sound, there was a GIANT spider like NEVER BEFORE in the bathroom when the God-sent person wanted to have bath. When I say GIANT, I really mean GIANT. IT IS NOT THE ORDINARY SPIDER ONE MIGHT FIND. I HAVE BEEN IN THAT HOUSE FOR MORE THAN A YEAR ANDHAVE NEVER COME ACROSS SUCH CREATURES. I just thought it was ridiculous, because the God-sent person said that it is spiritual. I just couldn’t believe. I WATCHED THE SPIDER LEAVE THE BATHROOM THROUGH THE WINDOW. AS A MATTE OF FACT BOTH OF US SAW 100%. Next moment when he entered the bathroom to bathe, I coulnt believe my eyes WHEN THAT SAME GIANT SPIDER WAS BEHIND THE DOOR.
I killed it myself in the end. The God sent person said that in the past, when we was praying for someone else, he was stung by a giant centipede. I KNOW AT this point, everything sounds ridiculous and silly, but can you imagine how I felt? I was totally lost.
After the person received the 3 . Like I mentioned, I trusted the person who added something in my food and sent DEMON X. so I was being defensive. At that point, the person said that I have established a soul tie with him. A soul tie is a bond that is formed with anyone you are close with eg. Family, friends etc. I didn’t even know what it meant at that time. When you have a soul tie with another person, whatever darkness that is borne by that person will also come to you. It is important that you confess and NULLIFY any form of soul ties or ties with ANYONE in the name of jesus.
As usual, I was being defensive. And then a STRANGE THING HAPPENED. As the person prayed and said “I NULLIFY THE SOUL TIE THAT HAS BEEN FORMED WITH PERSON X, IN THE NAME OF JESUS”, OUT OF SUDDEN I STARTED WEEPING. I HAVE NO IDEA ON WHAT WAS HAPPENING. I WEPT GREATLY AS THE SOUL TIE WAS BEING BROKEN. THIS IS REALLY TRUE. I SPEAK TO YOU AS A PERSON WHO EXPERIENCED IT.
YOU MUST NULLIFY ANY FORM OF UNGODLY SOUL TIES. IN MY CASE, I AM ALSO A VICTIM OF ANCESTRAL CURSE DUE TO IDOLATRY. BUT IT DIDN’T OCCUR TO ME TO NULLIFY THE SOUL TIES. SO YESTERDAY, AS I HAD SERIES OF CONFESSION, I ALSO NULLIFIED MY SOUL TIES WITH MY ANCESTORS AND FAMILY MEMBERS WHO HAVE STIRRED THE WRATH OF GOD. AND IT WAS AFTER THAT, I RAN TO THE BATHROOM TO VOMIT. I WAS EVEN BURPING EVERY NOW AND THEN. AFTER THAT I WAS EXTREMELY EXHAUSTED THAT I SLEPT OFF.
After the divine visitation from the Lord ( the bright light incident ), everything seemed really bright to my eyes. The room, the walls, there was a glow every where which lasted for few days. As I was praying for the gift of tongues for about 3 days, I almost gave up. I thought it was futile. I was literally mentioning “Halleluia” every second that I just got exhausted. And someone said, that usually, a pastor has to lay hands on you in order to receive it. I almost gave up, because I was oceans apart from meeting any pastor. On the 3rd day, when I almost gave up, I decided to pray and ask one last time. It was raining heavily that evening. I was alone in my room, praying and begging god with all my heart and soul for tongues. As I said “Halleluia” persistently, SUDDENLY my speech changed by itself into unusual sounds. It was an intense feeling.
That simultaneously I started weeping really loud, saying im such a sinner, im such a sinner, how great is your mercy, how great is your mercy. At that very second I knew, that the lord heard my prayers and granted me tongues. It all seemed unreal. I have always wondered how it would feel to speak in tongues. I used to wonder whether they were controlling it. Today I can tell you that YOU HAVE NO CONTROL OVER YOUR TONGUE. IT JUST S SPEAKS BY ITSELF. YOU WONT UNDERSTAND WHAT YOUR TONGUE IS SPEAKING. SINCE YOUR TONGUE IS ACT INDEPENDENTLY, YOUR MIND WILL BE FREE WHILE YOU ARE SPEAKING. Which means, I get to pray inside my heart, while my tongues is praying something else. Later I learnt that, that incident is called as The Baptism of The HOLY SPIRIT. Unlike the false practice in catholic church, where when one is of age 17, there will be a ritual in the church, where the bishop will come and anoint you with oil, and that is SUPPOSED to represent holy spirit within you getting activated. Which is bullshit. THE HOLY SPIRIT COMES FROM GOD AND GOD ALONE. YOU CANT JUST GIVE A PERSON HOLY SPIRIT. YOU HAVE TO SEEK EARNESTLY AND BELIEVE IN CHRIST, AND THE LORD WHO SEES THE CLEANLINESS OF YOUR HANDS, WILL POUR DOWN HIS SPIRIT UPON YOU.
MY WHOLE LIFE WAS CHANGED AFTER THAT EVENT, FOR I HAVE RECEIVED THE SPIRIT OF GOD. THERE IS SOMETHING WITHIN ME TO GUIDE ME THIS TIME. HOLY SPIRIT IS A MUST IN EACH PERSON FOR JESUS has clearly said that when he Goes, he will ask the Father to send down the holy spirit to guide us in his absence.
Isaiah 44:3 NKJV) For I will pour water on him who is thirsty, And floods on the dry ground; I will pour My Spirit on your descendants, And My blessing on your offspring;
(Ezekiel 36:25-28 NKJV) "Then I will sprinkle clean water on you, and you shall be clean; I will cleanse you from all your filthiness and from all your idols. {26} "I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit within you; I will take the heart of stone out of your flesh and give you a heart of flesh. {27} "I will put My Spirit within you and cause you to walk in My statutes, and you will keep My judgments and do them. {28} "Then you shall dwell in the land that I gave to your fathers; you shall be My people, and I will be your God.
(Joel 2:28-32 NKJV) "And it shall come to pass afterward That I will pour out My Spirit on all flesh; Your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, Your old men shall dream dreams, Your young men shall see visions. {29} And also on My menservants and on My maidservants I will pour out My Spirit in those days. {30} "And I will show wonders in the heavens and in the earth: Blood and fire and pillars of smoke. {31} The sun shall be turned into darkness, And the moon into blood, Before the coming of the great and awesome day of the LORD. {32} And it shall come to pass That whoever calls on the name of the LORD Shall be saved. For in Mount Zion and in Jerusalem there shall be deliverance, As the LORD has said, Among the remnant whom the LORD calls.
(Matthew 3:11-12 NKJV) "I indeed baptize you with water unto repentance, but He who is coming after me is mightier than I, whose sandals I am not worthy to carry. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and fire. {12} "His winnowing fan is in His hand, and He will thoroughly clean out His threshing floor, and gather His wheat into the barn; but He will burn up the chaff with unquenchable fire."
(Mark 1:6-8 NKJV) Now John was clothed with camel's hair and with a leather belt around his waist, and he ate locusts and wild honey. {7} And he preached, saying, "There comes One after me who is mightier than I, whose sandal strap I am not worthy to stoop down and loose. {8} "I indeed baptized you with water, but He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit."
(Mark 16:15-19 NKJV) And He said to them, "Go into all the world and preach the gospel to every creature. {16} "He who believes and is baptized will be saved; but he who does not believe will be condemned. {17} "And these signs will follow those who believe: In My name they will cast out demons; they will speak with new tongues; {18} "they will take up serpents; and if they drink anything deadly, it will by no means hurt them; they will lay hands on the sick, and they will recover." {19} So then, after the Lord had spoken to them, He was received up into heaven, and sat down at the right hand of God.
(Luke 3:16-17 NKJV) John answered, saying to all, "I indeed baptize you with water; but One mightier than I is coming, whose sandal strap I am not worthy to loose. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and fire. {17} "His winnowing fan is in His hand, and He will thoroughly clean out His threshing floor, and gather the wheat into His barn; but the chaff He will burn with unquenchable fire."
(Luke 11:9-13 NKJV) "So I say to you, ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. {10} "For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened. {11} "If a son asks for bread from any father among you, will he give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, will he give him a serpent instead of a fish? {12} "Or if he asks for an egg, will he offer him a scorpion? {13} "If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask Him!"
NOW IT ALL COMES BACK TO THE QUESTION, WHY DIDN’T I HAVE THE ABILITY TO SPEAK IN TONGUES WHEN I WAS IN CATHOLIC CHURCH? AND WHY ARE THERE EXTREMELY LIMITED PEOPLE WHO CAN SPEAK IN TONGUES AND OTHER SPIRITUAL GIFTS IN CATHOLIC CHURCH. AS I SEARCHED FURTHER I FOUND OUT THAT THE LISTS OF GIFTS OF HOLY SPIRIT TAUGHT BY THE CATHOLIC CHURCH IS TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM THE PROTESTANT CHURCH.
The Gifts of the Holy Spirit according to catholic church: ( Isaiah 11:2)
The gifts of the holy spirit according to the protestant church & the bible : (1 Corinthians 12:7-11)
Why the difference? The catholic version taken from Isaiah 11:2 are not the gifts of the holy spirit rather the description of jesus, while (1 Corinthians 12:7-11) is the actual description of the gifts of holy spirit.
“But the manifestation of the Spirit is given to each one for the profit of all: for to one is given the word of wisdom through the Spirit, to another the word of knowledge through the same Spirit, to another faith by the same Spirit, to another gifts of healings by the same Spirit, to another the working of miracles, to another prophecy, to another discerning of spirits, to another different kinds of tongues, to another the interpretation of tongues. But one and the same Spirit works all these things, distributing to each one individually as He wills.” (1 Corinthians 12:7-11)
How then can a catholic have spiritual gifts when he doesn’t even know them? He doesn’t know, hence he doesn’t ask, hence he doesn’t receive.
CLEARLY LIKE HOW THE LORD SAID, MY PEOPLE PERISH BECAUSE OF LACK OF KNOWLEDGE.
The God-sent person stayed in my house and prayed with me everyday. Each day I would burp continuously for hours and hours that I was unable to study or do anything. I would feel extremely weak, every bit of my energy drained. I would like down on the floor like a dead person. I would do weird faces, like pouting of the lips during prayers, for reasons I don’t know. There will be voices in my head, whispering blasphemies against God.
BUT GOD WAS SO GRACIOUS, at that time I was travelling daily to ALOR STAR. I would be COMPLETELY ASYMPTOMATIC IN THE MORNING DURING CLASSES. I WOULD APPEAR EXTREMELY NORMAL. IT IS ONLY WHEN I REACH HOME, I START DELIVERANCE WITH BURPING. Some days I would be burping from the evening until next day morning. Occasionally I would feel scared for unknown reason that I would go and sleep in the hall. During these days, I had countless visions of various demons and especially Demon X. I just thought I was being paranoid and imagining things. Today I understand, that god was showing what was happening.
As ridiculous as this might sound, there was a GIANT spider like NEVER BEFORE in the bathroom when the God-sent person wanted to have bath. When I say GIANT, I really mean GIANT. IT IS NOT THE ORDINARY SPIDER ONE MIGHT FIND. I HAVE BEEN IN THAT HOUSE FOR MORE THAN A YEAR ANDHAVE NEVER COME ACROSS SUCH CREATURES. I just thought it was ridiculous, because the God-sent person said that it is spiritual. I just couldn’t believe. I WATCHED THE SPIDER LEAVE THE BATHROOM THROUGH THE WINDOW. AS A MATTE OF FACT BOTH OF US SAW 100%. Next moment when he entered the bathroom to bathe, I coulnt believe my eyes WHEN THAT SAME GIANT SPIDER WAS BEHIND THE DOOR.
I killed it myself in the end. The God sent person said that in the past, when we was praying for someone else, he was stung by a giant centipede. I KNOW AT this point, everything sounds ridiculous and silly, but can you imagine how I felt? I was totally lost.
After the person received the 3 . Like I mentioned, I trusted the person who added something in my food and sent DEMON X. so I was being defensive. At that point, the person said that I have established a soul tie with him. A soul tie is a bond that is formed with anyone you are close with eg. Family, friends etc. I didn’t even know what it meant at that time. When you have a soul tie with another person, whatever darkness that is borne by that person will also come to you. It is important that you confess and NULLIFY any form of soul ties or ties with ANYONE in the name of jesus.
As usual, I was being defensive. And then a STRANGE THING HAPPENED. As the person prayed and said “I NULLIFY THE SOUL TIE THAT HAS BEEN FORMED WITH PERSON X, IN THE NAME OF JESUS”, OUT OF SUDDEN I STARTED WEEPING. I HAVE NO IDEA ON WHAT WAS HAPPENING. I WEPT GREATLY AS THE SOUL TIE WAS BEING BROKEN. THIS IS REALLY TRUE. I SPEAK TO YOU AS A PERSON WHO EXPERIENCED IT.
YOU MUST NULLIFY ANY FORM OF UNGODLY SOUL TIES. IN MY CASE, I AM ALSO A VICTIM OF ANCESTRAL CURSE DUE TO IDOLATRY. BUT IT DIDN’T OCCUR TO ME TO NULLIFY THE SOUL TIES. SO YESTERDAY, AS I HAD SERIES OF CONFESSION, I ALSO NULLIFIED MY SOUL TIES WITH MY ANCESTORS AND FAMILY MEMBERS WHO HAVE STIRRED THE WRATH OF GOD. AND IT WAS AFTER THAT, I RAN TO THE BATHROOM TO VOMIT. I WAS EVEN BURPING EVERY NOW AND THEN. AFTER THAT I WAS EXTREMELY EXHAUSTED THAT I SLEPT OFF.
After the divine visitation from the Lord ( the bright light incident ), everything seemed really bright to my eyes. The room, the walls, there was a glow every where which lasted for few days. As I was praying for the gift of tongues for about 3 days, I almost gave up. I thought it was futile. I was literally mentioning “Halleluia” every second that I just got exhausted. And someone said, that usually, a pastor has to lay hands on you in order to receive it. I almost gave up, because I was oceans apart from meeting any pastor. On the 3rd day, when I almost gave up, I decided to pray and ask one last time. It was raining heavily that evening. I was alone in my room, praying and begging god with all my heart and soul for tongues. As I said “Halleluia” persistently, SUDDENLY my speech changed by itself into unusual sounds. It was an intense feeling.
That simultaneously I started weeping really loud, saying im such a sinner, im such a sinner, how great is your mercy, how great is your mercy. At that very second I knew, that the lord heard my prayers and granted me tongues. It all seemed unreal. I have always wondered how it would feel to speak in tongues. I used to wonder whether they were controlling it. Today I can tell you that YOU HAVE NO CONTROL OVER YOUR TONGUE. IT JUST S SPEAKS BY ITSELF. YOU WONT UNDERSTAND WHAT YOUR TONGUE IS SPEAKING. SINCE YOUR TONGUE IS ACT INDEPENDENTLY, YOUR MIND WILL BE FREE WHILE YOU ARE SPEAKING. Which means, I get to pray inside my heart, while my tongues is praying something else. Later I learnt that, that incident is called as The Baptism of The HOLY SPIRIT. Unlike the false practice in catholic church, where when one is of age 17, there will be a ritual in the church, where the bishop will come and anoint you with oil, and that is SUPPOSED to represent holy spirit within you getting activated. Which is bullshit. THE HOLY SPIRIT COMES FROM GOD AND GOD ALONE. YOU CANT JUST GIVE A PERSON HOLY SPIRIT. YOU HAVE TO SEEK EARNESTLY AND BELIEVE IN CHRIST, AND THE LORD WHO SEES THE CLEANLINESS OF YOUR HANDS, WILL POUR DOWN HIS SPIRIT UPON YOU.
MY WHOLE LIFE WAS CHANGED AFTER THAT EVENT, FOR I HAVE RECEIVED THE SPIRIT OF GOD. THERE IS SOMETHING WITHIN ME TO GUIDE ME THIS TIME. HOLY SPIRIT IS A MUST IN EACH PERSON FOR JESUS has clearly said that when he Goes, he will ask the Father to send down the holy spirit to guide us in his absence.
Isaiah 44:3 NKJV) For I will pour water on him who is thirsty, And floods on the dry ground; I will pour My Spirit on your descendants, And My blessing on your offspring;
(Ezekiel 36:25-28 NKJV) "Then I will sprinkle clean water on you, and you shall be clean; I will cleanse you from all your filthiness and from all your idols. {26} "I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit within you; I will take the heart of stone out of your flesh and give you a heart of flesh. {27} "I will put My Spirit within you and cause you to walk in My statutes, and you will keep My judgments and do them. {28} "Then you shall dwell in the land that I gave to your fathers; you shall be My people, and I will be your God.
(Joel 2:28-32 NKJV) "And it shall come to pass afterward That I will pour out My Spirit on all flesh; Your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, Your old men shall dream dreams, Your young men shall see visions. {29} And also on My menservants and on My maidservants I will pour out My Spirit in those days. {30} "And I will show wonders in the heavens and in the earth: Blood and fire and pillars of smoke. {31} The sun shall be turned into darkness, And the moon into blood, Before the coming of the great and awesome day of the LORD. {32} And it shall come to pass That whoever calls on the name of the LORD Shall be saved. For in Mount Zion and in Jerusalem there shall be deliverance, As the LORD has said, Among the remnant whom the LORD calls.
(Matthew 3:11-12 NKJV) "I indeed baptize you with water unto repentance, but He who is coming after me is mightier than I, whose sandals I am not worthy to carry. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and fire. {12} "His winnowing fan is in His hand, and He will thoroughly clean out His threshing floor, and gather His wheat into the barn; but He will burn up the chaff with unquenchable fire."
(Mark 1:6-8 NKJV) Now John was clothed with camel's hair and with a leather belt around his waist, and he ate locusts and wild honey. {7} And he preached, saying, "There comes One after me who is mightier than I, whose sandal strap I am not worthy to stoop down and loose. {8} "I indeed baptized you with water, but He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit."
(Mark 16:15-19 NKJV) And He said to them, "Go into all the world and preach the gospel to every creature. {16} "He who believes and is baptized will be saved; but he who does not believe will be condemned. {17} "And these signs will follow those who believe: In My name they will cast out demons; they will speak with new tongues; {18} "they will take up serpents; and if they drink anything deadly, it will by no means hurt them; they will lay hands on the sick, and they will recover." {19} So then, after the Lord had spoken to them, He was received up into heaven, and sat down at the right hand of God.
(Luke 3:16-17 NKJV) John answered, saying to all, "I indeed baptize you with water; but One mightier than I is coming, whose sandal strap I am not worthy to loose. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and fire. {17} "His winnowing fan is in His hand, and He will thoroughly clean out His threshing floor, and gather the wheat into His barn; but the chaff He will burn with unquenchable fire."
(Luke 11:9-13 NKJV) "So I say to you, ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. {10} "For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened. {11} "If a son asks for bread from any father among you, will he give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, will he give him a serpent instead of a fish? {12} "Or if he asks for an egg, will he offer him a scorpion? {13} "If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask Him!"
NOW IT ALL COMES BACK TO THE QUESTION, WHY DIDN’T I HAVE THE ABILITY TO SPEAK IN TONGUES WHEN I WAS IN CATHOLIC CHURCH? AND WHY ARE THERE EXTREMELY LIMITED PEOPLE WHO CAN SPEAK IN TONGUES AND OTHER SPIRITUAL GIFTS IN CATHOLIC CHURCH. AS I SEARCHED FURTHER I FOUND OUT THAT THE LISTS OF GIFTS OF HOLY SPIRIT TAUGHT BY THE CATHOLIC CHURCH IS TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM THE PROTESTANT CHURCH.
The Gifts of the Holy Spirit according to catholic church: ( Isaiah 11:2)
- Wisdom 2.Understanding 3.Counsel 4.Fortitude 5.Knowledge 6. Piety 7. Fear of the Lord
The gifts of the holy spirit according to the protestant church & the bible : (1 Corinthians 12:7-11)
- 1. The word of knowledge
- 2. The word of wisdom
- 3. The Gift of prophecy
- 4. The gift of faith
- 5. The gift of healing
- 6. The working of miracles
- 7. The discerning of spirits
- 8. Different kinds of tongues
- 9. The interpretation of tongues
Why the difference? The catholic version taken from Isaiah 11:2 are not the gifts of the holy spirit rather the description of jesus, while (1 Corinthians 12:7-11) is the actual description of the gifts of holy spirit.
“But the manifestation of the Spirit is given to each one for the profit of all: for to one is given the word of wisdom through the Spirit, to another the word of knowledge through the same Spirit, to another faith by the same Spirit, to another gifts of healings by the same Spirit, to another the working of miracles, to another prophecy, to another discerning of spirits, to another different kinds of tongues, to another the interpretation of tongues. But one and the same Spirit works all these things, distributing to each one individually as He wills.” (1 Corinthians 12:7-11)
How then can a catholic have spiritual gifts when he doesn’t even know them? He doesn’t know, hence he doesn’t ask, hence he doesn’t receive.
CLEARLY LIKE HOW THE LORD SAID, MY PEOPLE PERISH BECAUSE OF LACK OF KNOWLEDGE.
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