The Wrath of God : Part 9

19/10/2010

Few days ago, I was talking to my housemate who is a free thinker. We were talking about various things from food , health and one topic lead to another and somehow it reached on religion. We were talking about it and as I was talking about God,  I felt extremely uneasy. I had goosebumps ALL over my body. Usually happens when something spiritual is going on. It was really persistent throughout my conversation about God. Until at one point, I just couldn’t take it, and so I told him, that I have been feeling very uneasy from just now and even had goosebumps. I explained “I know that you might think that I sound crazy, but usually I get this when there is something “abnormal” going on and if there seems to be a spiritual attack I will even start burping”. THE VERY MOMENT I SAID THAT, I STARTED BURPING. I was amazed myself with what was happening. BUT THERE STORY GETS EVEN BETTER. My  housemate who is not a believer, said THAT HE HAS BEEN HAVING GOOSEBUMPS AND A WEIRD FEELING AT THE SAME TIME I STARTED HAVING THEM. HE SAID THAT HE FEELS THAT RARELY, WHEN SOMETHING IS “ABNORMAL”. He even said that the goosebumps were SO BAD, THAT HE COULD  EVEN FEEL IT ON THE SCALP OF HIS HEAD.

POINT HERE IS THAT, many might have thought that im having delusion of religion or even hallucination. This time God has given a very solid evidence. If he was another believer, then one may accuse of bias. But this man is not even a believer and yet he felt the presence of something.
It is a common phenomenon, when even a nonbeliever would be able so feel the presence of an abnormal thing. Usually one tends to feel cold, chills or commonly goosebumps. I honestly have no idea on “what” was there with us that day. It was quite unusual for I have not really had much spiritual problems in this house. Even he said that this was the first time he felt like that in this house. The significance of that event, is yet to be known.

The same night, I who was clearly anxious and partially excited ( was too good to be true) chatted with my friend whom I have shared all the previous events. As I was relating to him on what just happened, once again I had intense goosebumps. So we just decided that we should stop talking about it and call it a day.

This is not the first time I have encountered such phenomenon. Previously, in my sungai petani house, 3 of us ( me, my friend and my housemate were downstairs talking about what had happened to me and all the spiritual attacks. All 3 of us have received the baptism of the holy spirit, hence spiritually sensitized. While we were talking about it, ALL 3 OF US FELT INTENSE GOOSEBUMPS and my friend even had pain in the arm. ALL 3 OF US , INDIVIDUALLY KNEW THAT  SOMETHING ELSE WAS THERE WITH US. The next second I fell into sudden onset of high fever and my energy was zapped.

For the past few days I have not been feeling really well. I Felt feverish but the thermometer seems to be normal. Once upon a time, I used to think that everything was medical unless proven otherwise, but nowadays, EVERYTHING IS SPIRITUAL UNLESS PROVEN OTHERWISE.
Im feeling much better now. I have not been really praying much recently. Was bit occupied and felt guilty. So the previous day, I sat down to pray, I would have prayed only about 30 seconds in tongues and the next moment SUDDENLY  I felt EXTREMELY DROWSY and slept off just like that. This has happened multiple times in the past during my deliverance. I would be normal, the moment I sit down to pray, all my energy will be taken away, and within a minute I’ll get severely drowsy and sleep off.

Yesterday night, I felt extremely irritable for unknown reason. Once again, this is not the first time this has happened. Countless times in the past, I have felt really irritable for reasons I cant explain. While my friend will be there, I’ll just keep very quiet for I know that I’ll just turn into a lion if I start to talk or entertain him. It’s almost like im an active mine when I get irritable. It is better for me to keep myself away from anyone.
IN CONLUSION, THE PRESENCE OF THE DEMON WHILE TALKING TO MY HOUSEMATE, MY LETHARGY AND INABILITY TO PRAY AND THE IRRITABILITY ALL POINT TO ONLY ONE DIAGNOSIS>>>> SPIRITUAL WARFARE..The only question here is that, why again after so long? Is someone trying dark arts AGAIN!?!?!

The truth is yet to be known…soon..very soon…

Like i have said in the past, the greatest trick the devil has ever pulled is convincing mankind that demons dont exist.

MATTHEW 11:15 : "ANYONE WITH EARS TO HEAR SHOULD LISTEN AND UNDERSTAND!" Amen

The Wrath of God : Part 8

Yesterday night about 3 am in the morning, I was lying down on my bed, and just like that it occurred to me :

1 Corinthians 11:14-16 “ Isnt it obvious that it’s disgraceful for a man to have long hair?...But if anyone wants to argue about this, I simply say that we have no other custom than this, and neither do God’s other churches”

All idolatrous churches  portray  “Jesus” as a man with long hair. Was Jesus then a disgraceful man or are they worshipping the image OF SOMEONE ELSE?

The ANTICHRIST  is the wolf is sheep’s disguise. The SO CALLED POTRAIT OF JESUS IS THE IMAGE OF THE ANTICHRIST, FALSELY WORSHIPPED TO LEAD THE WORLD ASTRAY.

As this thought came to me, I felt extremely uneasy, I had persistent goosebumps and chills and sudden feeling of fear which I couldn’t explain.

That pretty much explains why in my previous dreams, the statue of “jesus” came alive with demonic manifestation. I even remember seeing a full life size scale statue of jesus alive in my dream. It was seriously scary.

Of all the revelations I have received in the past, This one  is perhaps the scariest and the darkest one.

THIS MEANS, EACH HOUSE HAS VENERATED THE IMAGE OF THE ANTICHRIST, LIT CANDLES, BOWED DOWN AND WORSHIPED HIM.
THIS IS FAR WORSE THAN IDOLATRY.

MY GOD, WHAT GREAT DARKNESS HAS BEFALLEN US? SUCH GREAT EVIL IS UPON US..SOON HE WILL COME AND LEAD EVERYONE INTO DESTRUCTION.

IMAGINE THIS, NOW THAT FOR AGES, PEOPLE HAVE BEEN DECEIVED TO BELIEVE THAT THE MAN WEARING THE ROBE WITH LONG HAIR IS JESUS WHEN HE IS NOT, NOT , NOT JESUS..RATHER HE IS THE ANTICHRIST.

SUPPOSE ONE DAY, THE ANTICHRIST APPEARS WEARING A ROBE AND WITH LONG HAIR, ONE WOULD NOT EVEN PAUSE TO THINK FOR A SECOND IF THAT IS JESUS, RATHER THEY WILL BE ON THEIR KNEES WORSHIPPING HIM..

IF ANYONE TELLS YOU THAT THEY HAVE SEEN A MAN WITH ROBES, BEARD AND LONG HAIR WHO LOOKED EXACTLY LIKE THE STATUES AND PICTURES,, BEWARE, FOR HE HAS BEEN DECEIVED BY THE SPIRIT OF THE ANTICHRIST.

WHAT GREAT SORROW..WHAT GREAT SORROW..THERE IS A MAN IN SIBERIA RIGHT NOW, WHO CLAIMS HIMSELF TO BE JESUS, AND HE WEARS A ROBE AND HAS LONG HAIR..AND THOUSANDS OF FOOLISH PEOPLE ARE WORSHIPING HIM NOW AS YOU READ THIS SENTENCE.

Matthew 24:4 : Jesus told them “ Don’t let anyone mislead you, for many will come in my name, claiming, ‘I AM THE MESSIAH’. THEY WILL DECEIVE MANY”

MATTHEW 24: 23 THEN IF SOMEONE TELLS YOU, ‘LOOK, HERE IS THE MESSIAH’ OR ‘THERE HE IS’, DON’T BELIEVE IT. FOR FALSE MESSIAH OR PROPHETS WILL RISE UP AND PERFORM GREAT SIGNS AND WONDERS SO AS TO DECEIVE, IF POSSIBLE, EVEN GOD’S CHOSEN ONES. SEE I HAVE WARNED YOU ABOUT THIS AHEAD OF TIME.

SO IF SOMEONE TELLS YOU, ‘LOOK THE MESSIAH IS OUT IN THE DESERT, DON’T BOTHER TO GO AND LOOK. OR ‘LOOK HE IS HIDING THERE’, DON’T BELIEVE IT!

FOR AS THE LIGHTNING FLASHES IN THE EAST AND SHINES TO THE WEST, SO IT WILL BE WHEN THE SON OF MAN COMES.
JUST AS THE GATHERING OF VULTURES SHOWS THERE IS A CARCASS NEARBY, SO THESE SIGNS INDICATE THAT THE END IS NEAR.

REVELATION 13:
“..AND ALL THE PEOPLE WHO BELONG TO THIS WORLD WORSHIPED THE BEAST…HE DECEIVED ALL PEOPLE WHO BELONG TO THIS WORLD..HE ORDERED THE PEOPLE TO MAKE A GREAT STATUE OF THE FIRST BEAST..HE WAS THEN PERMITTED TO GIVE LIFE TO THIS STATUE SO THAT IT COULD SPEAK..THEN THE STATUE OF THE BEAST COMMANDED THAT ANYONE REFUSING TO WORSHIP IT MUST DIE…HIS NUMBER IS 666…”

1 JOHN 4: 3
“..BUT IF SOMEONE CLAIMS TO BE A PROPHET AND DOES NOT ACKNOWLEDGE THE TRUTH ABOUT JESUS, THAT PERSON IS NOT FROM GOD.SUCH A PERSON HAS THE SPIRIT OF THE ANTICHRIST, WHICH YOU HEARD IS COMING INTO THE WORLD AND INDEED IS ALREADY HERE..”

Do you still remember how years ago, the ‘Jesus” statue in my house , came in my dream and asked me to pray to it every night at 12 am?
ITS TIME TO WAKE UP AND SEE THE TRUTH..

JOHN 9: 39 : Then Jesus told him.” I ENTERED THIS WORLD TO RENDER JUDGEMENT – TO GIVE SIGHT TO THE BLIND AND TO SHOW THOSE WHO THINK THEY SEE THAT THEY ARE BLIND.”

Some Pharisees who were standing nearby heard him and asked ( JUST LIKE SOME OF YOU OUT  THERE WHO REFUSE TO SEE THE TRUTH ) “ ARE YOU SAYING THAT WE’RE BLIND?”

“IF YOU WERE BLIND, YOU WOULDN’T BE GUILTY,” JESUS REPLIED. “BUT YOU ( YES YOU ) REMAIN GUILTY BECAUSE YOU CLAIM YOU CAN SEE”

MATTHEW 11:15 : "ANYONE WITH EARS TO HEAR SHOULD LISTEN AND UNDERSTAND!"

1 JOHN 4:6
“BUT WE BELONG TO GOD, AND THOSE WHO NOW GOD LISTEN TO US. IF THEY DO NOT BELONG TO GOD, THEY DO NOT LISTEN TO US. THAT IS HOW WE KNOW IF SOMEONE HAS THE SPIRIT OF TRUTH OR THE SPIRIT OF DECEPTION”

 AMEN & AMEN

Is this the REAL JESUS OR THE ANTICHRIST? Inserted is a picture of Cesare Borgia..Dont you think he too looks like "Your Jesus"? Do not be fooled..

The Wrath of God : Part 7

Aunty: What's your name?
Me: Adrian
Aunty: oh, you are catholic is it?

Me: NOO, im just an ordinary christian...
Aunty: Everything same only
Me: .......

here's a biblical analogy of the same situation:
Aunty: What's your name?
Me:Adrian
Aunty:Oh, you are following the spirit of antichrist is it?
Me:NOO, im a follower of christ...
Aunty: eveything same only
Me:...(*yes lies are same as truth, if that is what you mean*)

YESTERDAY:
Me: There are so many protestant churches in this row, what;s the difference between this church and the next one?
Mrs.X : oh, hahaha..SAME FATHER, but differen brothers..hahaha
Me: haha, good one..how about catholic church?
Mrs.X: O...h, that one not even from the same family..hahaa


YESTERDAY:
Me: Sir, i really dont understand..i showed the catholic people the verses from the bible speaking against idolatry. They too saw with their eyes, but i dont know why, they refuse to believe even after seeing the bible
Servant of God: hahaha...what to do? They are just too blind to see the truth..

My mum: adrian, i have my own believes..im not stopping your believes.i wish you would respect mine

ROMANS 8:15
"SO YOU HAVE NOT RECEIVED A SPIRIT THAT MAKES YOU FEARFUL SLAVES. INSTEAD YOU RECEIVED GOD'S SPIRIT WHEN HE ADOPTED YOU AS HIS OWN CHILDREN. NOW WE CALL HIM "ABBA, FATHER". For His spirit joins with our spirit to affirm that we are God's children. And since we are his children, we are his heirs..

Me:....i was thinking to myself: excuse me, im not talking about other religions..im talking about CHRISTIANITY..it has nothing to do with respecting what you believe..YO...U ARE CORRUPTING THE TEACHINGS AND THE WAY OF MY FATHER..IF YOU WANT TO LIVE IN YOUR SINFUL CORRUPT AND PERVERTED PRACTICES, PLEASE CALL YOURSELF SOMETHING ELSE, AND DONT CALL YOURSELF A CHRISTIAN, BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT A CHRISTIAN..YOU DONT FOLLOW A SHIT FROM THE BIBLE..YOU TREAT THE PAGES OF THE BIBLE LIKE YOUR TOILET PAPER..AND HERE YOU COME AND TELL ME THAT YOU BELIEVE IN MY CHRIST AND MY GOD!?!! SHAME OF MY FLESH..DEPART FROM ME..YOU EVILDOERS..YOU WERE NEVER MEANT TO DO THE WILL OF MY FATHER...IF YOU ARE A SNAKE, HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT YOU BELONG TO MY FAMILY ? ARE YOU SAYING THAT MY FATHER LOOKS LIKE THE SERPENT YOU WORSHIP?!!

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This is what the LORD says to YOU: ISAIAH 57:3
"BUT you- come here, you witches children, you offspring of adulterers and PROSTITUTES! whom do you mock. making faces and sticking out your tongues? You children of sinners and liars! You worsh...ip idols with great passion..They, not I , are your inheritance. Do you think all this makes me happy? You have comitted adultery on every high mountain. There you have worshipped idols and have been unfaithful to me.
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THIS IS WHAT THE LORD SAYS TO YOU, WHO PUT IMAGES OF "SO called St.michael and your doors and "so called divine mercy" in your homes: ISAIAH 57:8

"YOU HAVE PUT PAGAN SYMBOLS ON YOUR DOORPOSTS AND BEHIND YOUR DOORS..YOU have left me and climb...ed into bed with these detestable gods. You have comitted yourselves to them. You love to look at their naked bodies.

THIS IS WHAT THE LORD SAYS TO YOU, WHO CALLS HIMSELF A CHRISTIAN AND CONSULTS MEDIUMS : ISAIAH 57:9

"You have traveled far, even into the WORLD OF THE DEAD, to find new gods to love. You grew weary in your search, but you never gave up. Desi...re gave you renewed strength, and you did not grow weary. Ae you afraid of these idols? Do they terrify you? Is that why you have lied to me and FORGOTTEN ME AND MY WORDS?

THIS IS WHAT THE LORD SAYS TO YOU, ALL YOU WHO CALL YOURSELVES A CHRISTIAN AND BATHES IN THE FILTH OF IDOLATRY: ISAIAH 57:11

"IS IT BECAUSE OF MY LONG SILENCE THAT YOU NO LONGER FEAR ME?NOW I WILL EXPOSE YOUR SO-CALLED GOOD DEEDS. NONE OF TH...EM WILL HELP YOU. LETS SEE IF YOUR IDOLS CAN SAVE YOU, WHEN YOU CRY TO THEM FOR HELP. Why, a puff of wind can knock them down! If you just breathe on them, they fall over!
THIS IS WHAT THE LORD SAYS TO THOSE WHO KEEP THEIR HANDS CLEAN FROM IDOLATY: ISAIAH 57:13

BUT WHOEVER TRUSTS IN ME WILL INHERIT THE LAND AND POSSESS MY HOLY MOUNTAIN.


"For when I called, you did not answer. When I spoke, you did not listen. You deliberately sinned - before my very eyes- and chose to do what you know I despise.....Your name will be a curse word among my people, for the Sovereign LORD will destroy YOU and will call his TRUE servants by another name" - Isaiah 65:12

IDOLATRY..DO YOU SEE THESE PEOPLE IN THEIR FANCY ROBES COMITTING IDOLATRY? THEY ARE THE ONES THAT THE LORD SHOWED ME IN MY DREAM..DO YOU DARE TO CHALLENGE GOD?

The Wrath of God : Part 6

For  the past few days, miracles have been happening. New hope is arising everywhere. Someone  from catholic origin listened to my words and asked me to lay hands on her and pray. I HAVE NEVER DONE SUCH THING. SO I PRAYED IN FRONT OF HER, AND TOLD THAT “ LORD I HAVE NEVER DONE THIS BEFORE, AS A MATTER OF FACT, I REALLY DON’T WHAT IM SUPPOSED TO DO, I PRAY THAT YOU WILL HOLD MY HANDS AND YOU WILL GUIDE ME THROUGH THIS PRAYER.  I CLAIM HER SOUL FOR YOU LORD. SHOW HER YOUR GLORY LORD. PLEASE DO NOT LET HER FAITH BE DESTROYED BECAUSE OF MY OWN INCOMPETENCE”

As I prayed in tongues, my tongues accelerated to maximal speed that the words almost fused with each other. This usually happens only when I have prayed for at least 20 mins or when im filled with spirit to pray. It was an intense feeling that my body even started trembling. As I finished my prayer, I started burping continuously.

However, nothing really happened to her. But I know that the good work has started. God has his own timing. I have done my part, and now God will take over.

The next day, I woke up with pain over my right chest , it was persistently present. I KNEW that she too had demons within her..and she needed deliverance. I await the Lord’s timing..

As I published my testimony, a family member read and was stunned. She wrote to me and asked further. I was truly amazed to see that she believed in my words. Truly I say to you, the  word of god will  accomplish whatever he desires, whenever it is spoken.
I begged God that He will give her a sign so that she will believe. I prayed and tried to bind the demons preventing her from seeing the truth in the name of jesus. I eagerly await for the LORD TO INTERVENE IN HER LIFE.

Today, my mother called. But before I answered the call, I begged god to break her hardened heart so that she may see the truth.  She has never let me speak about these things before. WHAT GREAT  MIRACLE. TODAY SHE ACTUALLY  ALLOWED ME TO COMPLETE MY SENTENCES AND WHAT REALLY GAVE ME  GREAT HOPE WAS WHEN SHE SAID “ EVERYTHING HAS ITS OWN TIMING”. IT WAS AS IF THE LORD HIMSELF HAS SPOKEN…WHICH MEANS THE TIME WILL COME, WHEN SHE TOO WILL SEE THE TRUTH…

Few other people whom I did not even expect nor foresee, actually read the things  I wrote. I am but an instrument, the message and the glory belongs to god and god alone. I never mattered to start off. The truth must be preached.

MATTHEW 11:15 : "ANYONE WITH EARS TO HEAR SHOULD LISTEN AND UNDERSTAND!"

AMEN & AMEN

The Wrath of God : Part 5

 THE FOLLOWING IS AN EXCERPT FROM MY EMAIL TO THE PASTOR DURING MY DELIVERANCE. ( has  been modified to conceal certain details)

The demons are tormenting me. They are preventing me from studying. Every time i sit down and open the book, i would start burping continuously. When i close my book, the burping stops. It IS JUST RIDICULOUS. I HAVE TRIED COUNTLESS TIMES, EVERY TIME I TRY TO READ I START BURPING. THE Devil is really cunning. It knows EXACTLY YOUR WEARK POINTS, WHERE , WHEN AND HOW TO ATTACK YOU.

Now the serpent was more cunning than any beast of the field which the LORD God had made. - Genesis 3:1

"...above all, taking the shield of faith with which you will be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked one." Ephesians 6:16 NKJV

For the past few days, i came to an interesting observation, from which i can safely conclude that my burping problem is not at all a medical problem, rather it reflects spiritual problem.

Every now and then, i would experience sudden pain on various part of my body followed by almost immediate burping. Eg i would be driving, and suddenly there would be pain in my left shoulder, and the next second i would be burping. the site of the pain changes all the time.eg my right eye, my throat, left ankle, arms, chest, ear, face etc. WHICH COMPLETELY rules out any medical problem related to my bones or musles. And its just amazing to see sudden pain out of nowwhere which would last for 1 min, and burping starts immediately and the pain disappears.

The person who added dark arts into my food for God knows why reason name is Mr.X,, and everytime i  mention his name , i start burping. Guess what??? I was totally fine when i started typing this mail, the very moment i started to type the sentence about him, i started burping. EVEN contemplating on him, makes me burp.

And during my 6 weeks on deliverance, i had persistent images every time i close my eyes, notably Demon X and few other DEMONS ;  ( demon descriptions intentionally omitted) ( I AM BURPING AS I TYPE this sentence) . AND I just cant justify how am i even associated with these demons. Yesterday, i went to a furniture shop to buy a new chair, and near the payment counter there was a an altar for demons and i started burping suddenly, and as i saw the altar IT WAS THE SAME DEMON WHICH I SAW IN MY VISION ( Im having sudden right chest pain ,poking sensation and immediate burping as i type this sentence now).

The previous day, i was driving to Alor Star, and a van overtook me and i started burping suddenly . And i saw the van, it was apparently a “religious” van, with symbols of “demons”painted all over the van. I had no choice but to overtake the van to stop my burping, and as i overtook the van, i almost lost control of the car as it went really near to the van, but i know that even as i drive, God is holding my hands and nothing will ever befall me. So i avoided the van successfully and my burping stopped.

THERE WERE COUNTLESS OTHER INCIDENCES, WHICH I HAVE NOT WRITTEN HERE.

AFTER I WROTE THIS EMAIL, THE PASTOR TOLD ME THAT I MUST HAVE FAITH IN MY OWN WORDS. SHE ASKED ME TO SAY " I BIND YOU SATAN/DEMONS IN THE NAME OF JESUS" EVERYTIME I START BURPING.
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The previous days, when i tried to talk to my parents about GOD, my dad said, "IF YOUR GOD IS SO GREAT , WHY DONT YOU ASK HIM TO CURE YOUR BURPING PROBLEM?!"

SO, I PRAYED WITH FAITH AND I SAID IT LOUD AND CLEAR " I BIND YOU SATAN AND ANY DEMON THAT IS DISTURBING ME RIGHT NOW, IN THE NAME OF JESUS. I DESCEND DOWN THE FIERY WRATH OF GOD UPON YOU, IN THE NAME OF JESUS".

WHAT GREAT MIRACLE, WITHIN 3 DAYS, MY BURPING DECREASED SIGNIFICANTLY AND VANISHED.

I MESSAGED MY BROTHER " PLEASE TELL DAD, THAT MY GOD HAS HEARD MY PRAYERS AND HEALED MY BURPING PROBLEM"

I NEVER RECEIVED ANY REPLY FROM HIM.

"For with God nothing is ever impossible and no word from God shall be without power or impossible of fulfillment." Luke 1:37

THE FOLLOWING IS AN EXCERPT FROM THE EMAIL FROM THE PASTOR :

Bro.Adrian Mark,

With much prayers I coming to you with God's  word revealed by Holy Spirit. Adrian , you are going through spiritual warfare. The weapons of our warfare are not Carnal but mighty through God to pull down the strong holds of Satan.2 Co 10:4
For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world,against spiritual wickedness in high places. Eph 6:12

Everything evil, destructive, discouraging, malicious and binding is of Satan.Everything good, blessed,lovely,kind and pure is of God!
God does not intend for you to be oppressed with any form of sickness or any other kind of oppression.

The word of God is our sword of Spirit to against Satan.   Jesus said, Behold, I give you power over all the power of enemy. Luk 10:19
He gave them power and authority over all devils. Luk 9:1
In my name they shall cast out devils .Mark 16:17
They shall lay hands on the sick,and they shall recover. Mar16:18

Adrian, join with me in this prayer right now!
Behold, now is the accepted time; behold now is the day of salvation ( deliverance).2 Co 6:2
Arise out of your doubts,weakness and fears.Do not talk about them.Take deliverance now! In the name of Jesus I command every spirit that is binding Adrian in the bondage!
Lord, I break all the negative action and idol worship of Adrian Mark s'ancestors that are bringing negative action that are affecting Adrian Marks ' life today to live in the freedom of a child of God. In Jesus name, I release Adrian Mark from satanic bondage right now! In Jesus name Amen!

Adrian,
The Lord has redemeed you from the curse of  Law .Gal 3:13

The Wrath of God : Part 4

The following are the details of events that occurred during my deliverance from March.

The God-sent person stayed in my house and prayed with me everyday. Each day I would burp continuously for hours and hours that I was unable to study or do anything. I would feel extremely weak, every bit of my energy drained. I would like down on the floor like a dead person. I would do weird faces, like pouting of the lips during prayers, for reasons I don’t know. There will be voices in my head, whispering blasphemies against God.

BUT GOD WAS SO GRACIOUS, at that time I was travelling daily to ALOR STAR. I would be COMPLETELY ASYMPTOMATIC IN THE MORNING DURING CLASSES. I WOULD APPEAR EXTREMELY NORMAL. IT IS ONLY WHEN I REACH HOME, I START DELIVERANCE WITH BURPING. Some days I would be burping from the evening until next day morning. Occasionally I would feel scared for unknown reason that I would go and sleep in the hall. During these days, I had countless visions of various demons and especially Demon X. I just thought I was being paranoid and imagining things. Today I understand, that god was showing what was happening.

As ridiculous as this might sound, there was a GIANT spider like NEVER BEFORE in the bathroom when the God-sent person wanted to have bath. When I say GIANT, I really mean GIANT. IT IS NOT THE ORDINARY SPIDER ONE MIGHT FIND. I HAVE BEEN IN THAT HOUSE FOR MORE THAN A YEAR ANDHAVE NEVER COME ACROSS SUCH CREATURES. I just thought it was ridiculous, because the God-sent person said that it is spiritual. I just couldn’t believe. I WATCHED THE SPIDER LEAVE THE BATHROOM THROUGH THE WINDOW. AS A MATTE OF FACT BOTH OF US SAW 100%. Next  moment when he entered the bathroom to bathe, I coulnt believe my eyes WHEN THAT SAME GIANT SPIDER WAS BEHIND THE DOOR.
I killed it myself in the end. The God sent person said that in the past, when we was praying for someone else, he was stung by a giant centipede. I KNOW AT this point, everything sounds ridiculous and silly, but can you imagine how I felt? I was totally lost.

After the person received the 3 . Like I mentioned, I trusted the person who added something in my food and sent DEMON X. so I was being defensive. At that point, the person said that I have established a soul tie with him. A soul tie is  a bond that is formed with anyone you are close with eg. Family, friends etc. I didn’t even know what it meant at that time. When you have a soul tie with another person, whatever darkness that is borne by that person will also come to you. It is important that you confess and NULLIFY  any form of soul ties or ties with ANYONE in the name of jesus.

As usual, I was being defensive. And then a STRANGE THING HAPPENED. As the person prayed and said “I NULLIFY THE SOUL TIE THAT HAS BEEN FORMED WITH PERSON X, IN THE NAME OF JESUS”, OUT OF SUDDEN I STARTED WEEPING. I HAVE NO IDEA ON WHAT WAS HAPPENING. I WEPT GREATLY AS THE SOUL TIE WAS BEING BROKEN. THIS IS REALLY TRUE. I SPEAK TO YOU AS A PERSON WHO EXPERIENCED IT.

YOU MUST NULLIFY ANY FORM OF UNGODLY SOUL TIES. IN MY CASE, I AM ALSO A VICTIM OF ANCESTRAL CURSE DUE TO IDOLATRY. BUT IT DIDN’T OCCUR TO ME TO NULLIFY THE SOUL TIES. SO YESTERDAY, AS I HAD SERIES OF CONFESSION, I ALSO NULLIFIED MY SOUL TIES WITH MY ANCESTORS AND FAMILY MEMBERS WHO HAVE STIRRED THE WRATH OF GOD. AND IT WAS AFTER THAT, I RAN TO THE BATHROOM TO VOMIT. I WAS EVEN BURPING EVERY NOW AND THEN. AFTER THAT I WAS  EXTREMELY EXHAUSTED THAT I SLEPT OFF.

After the divine visitation from the Lord ( the bright light incident ), everything seemed really bright to my eyes. The room, the walls, there was a glow every where which lasted for few days. As I was praying for the gift of tongues for about 3 days, I almost gave up. I thought it was futile. I was literally mentioning “Halleluia” every second that I just got exhausted. And someone said, that usually, a pastor has to lay hands on you in order to receive it. I almost gave  up, because I was oceans apart from meeting any pastor. On the 3rd day, when I almost gave up, I decided to pray and ask one last time. It was raining heavily that evening. I was alone in my room, praying and begging god with all my heart and soul for tongues. As I said “Halleluia” persistently, SUDDENLY my speech changed by itself into unusual sounds. It was an intense feeling.

That simultaneously I started weeping really loud, saying im such a sinner, im such a sinner, how great is your mercy, how great is your mercy. At that very second I knew, that the lord heard my prayers and granted me tongues.  It all seemed unreal. I have always wondered how it would feel to speak in tongues. I used to wonder whether they were controlling it. Today I can tell you that YOU HAVE NO CONTROL OVER YOUR TONGUE. IT JUST S SPEAKS BY ITSELF. YOU WONT UNDERSTAND WHAT YOUR TONGUE IS SPEAKING. SINCE YOUR TONGUE IS ACT  INDEPENDENTLY, YOUR MIND WILL BE FREE WHILE YOU ARE SPEAKING. Which means, I get to pray inside my heart, while my tongues is praying something else. Later I learnt that, that incident is called as The Baptism of The HOLY SPIRIT. Unlike the false practice in catholic church, where when one is of age 17, there will be a ritual in the church, where the bishop will come and anoint you with oil, and that is SUPPOSED to represent holy spirit within you getting activated. Which is bullshit. THE HOLY SPIRIT COMES FROM GOD AND GOD ALONE. YOU CANT JUST GIVE A PERSON HOLY SPIRIT. YOU HAVE TO SEEK EARNESTLY AND BELIEVE IN CHRIST, AND THE LORD WHO SEES THE CLEANLINESS OF YOUR HANDS, WILL POUR DOWN HIS SPIRIT UPON YOU.

MY WHOLE LIFE WAS CHANGED AFTER THAT EVENT, FOR I HAVE RECEIVED THE SPIRIT OF GOD. THERE IS SOMETHING WITHIN ME TO GUIDE ME THIS TIME. HOLY SPIRIT IS A MUST IN EACH PERSON FOR JESUS has clearly said that when he Goes, he will ask the Father to send down the holy spirit to guide us in his absence.

Isaiah 44:3 NKJV) For I will pour water on him who is thirsty, And floods on the dry ground; I will pour My Spirit on your descendants, And My blessing on your offspring;

(Ezekiel 36:25-28 NKJV) "Then I will sprinkle clean water on you, and you shall be clean; I will cleanse you from all your filthiness and from all your idols. {26} "I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit within you; I will take the heart of stone out of your flesh and give you a heart of flesh. {27} "I will put My Spirit within you and cause you to walk in My statutes, and you will keep My judgments and do them. {28} "Then you shall dwell in the land that I gave to your fathers; you shall be My people, and I will be your God.

(Joel 2:28-32 NKJV) "And it shall come to pass afterward That I will pour out My Spirit on all flesh; Your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, Your old men shall dream dreams, Your young men shall see visions. {29} And also on My menservants and on My maidservants I will pour out My Spirit in those days. {30} "And I will show wonders in the heavens and in the earth: Blood and fire and pillars of smoke. {31} The sun shall be turned into darkness, And the moon into blood, Before the coming of the great and awesome day of the LORD. {32} And it shall come to pass That whoever calls on the name of the LORD Shall be saved. For in Mount Zion and in Jerusalem there shall be deliverance, As the LORD has said, Among the remnant whom the LORD calls.

(Matthew 3:11-12 NKJV) "I indeed baptize you with water unto repentance, but He who is coming after me is mightier than I, whose sandals I am not worthy to carry. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and fire. {12} "His winnowing fan is in His hand, and He will thoroughly clean out His threshing floor, and gather His wheat into the barn; but He will burn up the chaff with unquenchable fire."

(Mark 1:6-8 NKJV) Now John was clothed with camel's hair and with a leather belt around his waist, and he ate locusts and wild honey. {7} And he preached, saying, "There comes One after me who is mightier than I, whose sandal strap I am not worthy to stoop down and loose. {8} "I indeed baptized you with water, but He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit."

(Mark 16:15-19 NKJV) And He said to them, "Go into all the world and preach the gospel to every creature. {16} "He who believes and is baptized will be saved; but he who does not believe will be condemned. {17} "And these signs will follow those who believe: In My name they will cast out demons; they will speak with new tongues; {18} "they will take up serpents; and if they drink anything deadly, it will by no means hurt them; they will lay hands on the sick, and they will recover." {19} So then, after the Lord had spoken to them, He was received up into heaven, and sat down at the right hand of God.

(Luke 3:16-17 NKJV) John answered, saying to all, "I indeed baptize you with water; but One mightier than I is coming, whose sandal strap I am not worthy to loose. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and fire. {17} "His winnowing fan is in His hand, and He will thoroughly clean out His threshing floor, and gather the wheat into His barn; but the chaff He will burn with unquenchable fire."

(Luke 11:9-13 NKJV) "So I say to you, ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. {10} "For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened. {11} "If a son asks for bread from any father among you, will he give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, will he give him a serpent instead of a fish? {12} "Or if he asks for an egg, will he offer him a scorpion? {13} "If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask Him!"

NOW IT ALL COMES BACK TO THE QUESTION, WHY DIDN’T I HAVE THE ABILITY TO SPEAK IN TONGUES WHEN I WAS IN CATHOLIC CHURCH? AND WHY ARE THERE EXTREMELY LIMITED PEOPLE WHO CAN SPEAK IN TONGUES AND OTHER SPIRITUAL GIFTS IN CATHOLIC CHURCH. AS I SEARCHED FURTHER I FOUND OUT THAT THE LISTS OF GIFTS OF HOLY SPIRIT TAUGHT BY THE CATHOLIC CHURCH IS TOTALLY  DIFFERENT FROM THE PROTESTANT CHURCH.

The Gifts of the Holy Spirit according to catholic church: ( Isaiah 11:2)

1. Wisdom 2.Understanding 3.Counsel  4.Fortitude 5.Knowledge 6. Piety 7. Fear of the Lord

The gifts of the holy spirit according to the protestant church & the bible : (1 Corinthians 12:7-11)

1. 1.       The word of knowledge
2. 2.       The word of wisdom
3. 3.       The Gift of  prophecy
4. 4.       The gift of faith
5. 5.       The gift of healing
6. 6.       The working of miracles
7. 7.       The discerning of spirits
8. 8.       Different kinds of tongues
9. 9.       The interpretation of tongues

Why the difference?  The catholic version taken from Isaiah 11:2 are not the gifts of the holy spirit rather the description of jesus, while (1 Corinthians 12:7-11) is the actual description of the gifts of holy spirit.

“But the manifestation of the Spirit is given to each one for the profit of all: for to one is given the word of wisdom through the Spirit, to another the word of knowledge through the same Spirit, to another faith by the same Spirit, to another gifts of healings by the same Spirit, to another the working of miracles, to another prophecy, to another discerning of spirits, to another different kinds of tongues, to another the interpretation of tongues. But one and the same Spirit works all these things, distributing to each one individually as He wills.” (1 Corinthians 12:7-11)

How then can a catholic have spiritual gifts when he doesn’t even know them? He doesn’t know, hence he doesn’t ask, hence he doesn’t receive.

CLEARLY LIKE HOW THE LORD SAID, MY PEOPLE PERISH BECAUSE OF LACK OF KNOWLEDGE.

The Wrath of God : Part 3

There were too many things that happened in a very short span of time, that I am still trying to understand myself. In my previous testimonies, i have highlighted that major events and messages. The following are just the refining details. Often it feels so unreal like a dream, though deep inside my heart I know that everything was true. How it started? There I lived my life for 23 years, just like any other person. I was such a great sinner . We all know ourselves better . We alone know our deepest darkest secrets. The lord is always watching. Even when I was young there were strings of abnormal things that happened.

I recall since  the day I can remember, I used to have recurrent nightmares. THE SAME NIGHTMARE EACH AND EVERYDAY. There will be a group of people visiting me every night. The head of the clan was an elderly man wearing an orange robe. I remember very vividly. And I would be tormented by this clown. I know all of us had our own scary things when we were young, but this was different. The SAME clown would come every night to scare me. He was one of the followers of the elderly man. The weird thing is that, I recall VERY CLEARLY THAT AT TIMES, I WOULD BE AWAKE AND YET I SEE THEM IN MY ROOM. I WAS NOT IMAGINING. SEEMED REALLY REAL. I had the same dream everyday until one fine day, in my dream, I finally confronted the clown without any fear. That was the last day I had that dream.This probably happened way before I was even 10 years.

Like I have mentioned, there are many statues in my house, but the is one very prominent statue of “so called jesus”. I always had some affinity towards it. My mother said her friend gave her that statue years ago. Apparently , this friend was a nonbeliever, who kept the statue in  a box. One night, as she was asleep, she had a dream that the statue asked her to light up candles for it. She passed the statue to my mother. That is house the statue was in my house. One day ,probably when I was in my secondary to me. It asked me to say 3 prayers to it every night  at 12am. At time, when I still did not know the truth, also listeneed to the demonic statue and said prayers. It never even occurred to me that 12 am was such an odd hour to say a prayer.Fortunately, due to my laziness I  was unable to pray to the statue everyday.

Years later, the altar in my house got on fire by ITSELF. MY MOTHER WAS THE WITNESS. IT was almost a mystery how it got on fire . A week later my dad was involved in a tragic robbery which pretty much ended his career. My mother actually interpreted the incident of the altar being on fire as an omen that lead to the robbery. Such great unbiblical superstitions. The altar has an image of “so called mother mary” which has been there is the house for many years. That too has its own story. Apparently , years ago, when they removed that image and kept it in the storeroom, there was a massive flood the following week.

DO YOU SEE HOW THE DEMON PLAYS TRICKS ON YOUR MIND? IT PERFORMS CHEAP MIRACLES AND CONFUSES YOUR MINDS WITH SUPERSTITIONS SO THAT YOU WILL FALL INTO THE ACCURSED SIN OF IDOLATRY.

As a matter of fact, after my deliverance, when I told my parents to remove them from the house, my dad spoke of the flood and its association. Can you see how deeply it has poisoned their minds?It even  tried to corrupt me.

When I was in my 1st year of mbbs, strange things started happening in my room. I am a person who does not feel scared easily. I usually stay alone during holidays. But that particular day  was very different. I had sudden intense fear which I could not explain. I FELT LIKE SOMEONE IS WATCHING ME. SOMEONE WAS STANDING BEHIND ME. EVERYTIME I TURN IT GOES TO THE OTHER SIDE. WHICH MEANS WHEN I TURN LEFT, IT GOES TO MY RIGHT, WHEN I TURN BACK IT GOES TO MY FRONT. I COULDN’T SEE ANYTHING BUT I COULD FEEL SOMETHING. I CANT DESCRIBE IN WORDS. SOMETHING WAS FOLLOWING ME IN THE HOUSE. I EVEN REMEMBER IT WAS FOLLOWING ME AS I WENT TO THE BATHROOM DOWNSTAIRS. I JUST TOLD MYSELF IM IMAGINING THINGS. The THINGS GOT MORE AND MORE WEIRD. I FELT LIKE I WAS in the movie “exorcism of Emily rose”. I remember one day, I was sleeping on the floor, and suddenly something came and was crushing my limbs, bending my lower limbs. I was awake when it was happening, I couldn’t  understand it at all. Following day I had a dream, I was in the same house, and there was a demon sitting at the sofa charging towards me. That month was horrible. I used to lean against the wall the whole night because I didn’t want anything to be standing behind me. Too many abnormal things that cant be explained.

I had similar experience again the following year. Today I finally know the truth. I was tormented by Demon X. Something which was sent by the man who added something in my food. I am using the pseudonym Demon X for some reasons. Trust me, Demon X is TRULY TERRIFYING. ONE OF THE WORSTS.

Early this year, I was the one of the many lost souls. ALL OF US ARE LIVING IN GREAT FILTH, except that we are having a BLOCKED NOSE, THAT WE ARE UNABLE TO SMELL THE FILTH. It all started one evening when the God sent person came to my house. Somehow or rather the conversation went to my previous spiritual encounters and unsolved mysteries. This person so adamantly claimed that I was dealing with demons, which I felt was ridiculous. I got extremely irritated and angry. However this person was very persistent. So I said fine, and he laid his hand upon me and prayed. Nothing really happened at that moment.

Later that evening, I started feeling really weird. I started behaving odd. And I started feeling fear for reasons I cant explain. This is how it works, all of us carry demons, but we are all having nose block, so we cant smell the fitlh. The demons on the other hand, tend to remain really silent, contrary to popular belief. The reason being, it is its goal to destroy you silently. If it is going to manifest itself, one might notice it and  it might get casted out. Hence in bible, there is mention of dumb spirits. Spirits who do not or say anything. If you noticed, every time you do something against god / sin , you are opening a portal for a demon to enter. It enters and stays in your body. Until you confess that SPECIFIC SIN, IT WILL REMAIN IN YOUR BODY. AS A MATTER OF FACT, DESPITE I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH THESE THINGS FOR 6 MONTHS NOW, YESTERDAY, I WENT ON MY KNEES AND PRAYED. I TOLD GOD THAT IM SORRY FOR MY SINS AND I CAST OUT ANY REMAINING DEMONS WITHIN ME. I TRIED TO PUT A BLANKET PRAYER LIKE THAT. Later I asked god, if there is ANY SPEIFIC SIN YOU WOULD LIKE ME TO CONFESS AND CAST THE DEMONS, PLEASE SEND THE HOLY SPIRIT TO REMIND ME. THAT VERY SECOND, AS I CLOSED MY EYES, I SAW A SERIES OF EVENTS, IT WAS LIKE A POWER POINT PRESENTATION WITHIN MY BRAIN SHOWING ALL THE SINS THAT WERE NOT CONFESSED, DATING YEARS AGO. AS I CONFESSED THEM, I WAS SITTING AND PRAYING, SUDDENLY THERE WAS AN URGE TO VOMIT. I RAN TO THE BATHROOM AND VOMITED BUT THERE WAS NO VOMITUS AT ALL. THIS IS A TYPICAL FORM OF DELIVERANCE, OTHER THAN BURPING , TEARS, YAWNING ETC.

MY SUBSEQUENT TESTIMONIES WILL BE ON OTHER DETAILS AND THE NEW THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED. THERE WERE NUMEROUS OTHER  THINGS THAT HAPPENED, BUT AS OF THIS MOMENT, I FEEL THEY ARE EXTREMELY PERSONAL, AND IT IS BETTER LEFT BETWEEN ME AND GOD.THE DEMONIC OPPRESSIONS WENT TO AN EXTREME LEVEL. I AM NOT READY TO SHARE SUCH THINGS NOR DO I WANT TO THINK ABOUT THEM.